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Monday, July 12, 2004


   It's not been a good day....... please read and tell me your opinon it's urgent!!!
i'm really depressed right now.... Today was an asshole of a day.... Earlier today I made my boyfreind cry, because he was really worried about me. Yes, i know crying isn't manly, but that's what you want to believe. It's sweet to me and shows a person really cares. Then i cheered up a bit and began to listen to some ambience/organ music on a local station. if you don't know what ambeince is vampireistic to me, main insturment being an organ. Then my cousin began to cry, because it's only been a week since her husband(my blood cousin Mark) died and her step-mother made a snide remark about hre finding a better man if she looked for an older one. Then my dad came in as me and brandy began to talk about our father's being jack-asses. My dad told me to shut-up and I said
"You will never know how I really feel about you."
he said
"good I don't want to know!!" And we made a few more snide remarks and I told him to kiss my ass. And he came really near to me and said"I will all over your face!!!"
and looked like he was about to punch me so I held up my arm for what little protection it would have given me. I put my arm down and said "try it and I'll punch you in the face!!!"
He fucking back-handed me so I punched him back and then he punched me in the temple!!! Now i can't use the right side of my jaw, so I can't eat and I have to hold it to swallow and gave me a fucking head-ache!! And above all he lied and said she hit me first!!! How childish!!! Now Brandy is mad at me I think....and i am sad..... This is the last time he will hurt me.... Should i call the police???
~purgatory-_-

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Saturday, July 10, 2004


Darkness over the light. That's how it is.
HASH(0x8b72588)
Dark angel. How are you an angel? Dark, demonic
even. Very risky, and live life for what its
worth. Yet, I wholeheartedly follow your
motto....you only live once...


What Element Angel Are You?
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Darkness will cover the light and destory it. All will perish in a sea of crimson blood and the heavens will perish as well.
Ooops, the Darkness in me is showing. I don't think I mean that...I think.

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Friday, July 9, 2004


The song below, I didn't write. I meant my song in a way of it being kinda like me.
Well, hello to all! Hope the day has treated you with dignity and respect and has been good to you. If you actually wanna read one of my songs I'll post it on here later. Oh, yeah for Nikorasu and all other that wanna read, my fictionpress account is:i-wish-i-were-dead, and fanfiction:desolatedreamingdeath, but beaware that it contains yaoi content. not all of it is though. Tell me what kind of music everyone is listeing too and favorite bands and anime and stuff. bye.
~Purgatory-_-

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I'm just happy bunny am i not?
Take the quiz: "Method of Suicide"

Hanging
Your own gallows call. Your method of suicide is Hanging.

i hope it nevers comes to that, but it almost has more than a dozen times. I'm happy chick ain't i?

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Thursday, July 8, 2004


My song......and oh yeah I hate Brain, kuro-chan's mom's boyfreind.
Voices, A thousand voices,
Whispering, the time has passed for choices.
Golden Days are passing over, yeah.

I can't seem to see you baby
although my eyes are open wide, but I know I'll you once more.
When I see you on the other side.
yes, I'll see you on the other side.

Leaving. I hate to see you cry.
Greiving. I hate to say goodbye.
Dust and ash forever. Yeah.

Though I know we must be parted
As sure as the stars are in the sky.
I'm gonna see you when it comes to glory.
And I'll see you on the other side.
Yes, I'll see you on the other side.

Never thought I'd feel like this strange to be alone, yeah.
but we'll be together
carved in stone.

Hold me, Hold me tight.
I'm falling.
Far away. Distant voices calling.
I'm so cold, I need you
Darling yeah.

I was down, but now i'm flying
Straight across the Great Divide.
I know you're crying, but I'll stop you crying.
When I see you on the other side.
Yes, I'll see you see you on the other side.
I'm gonna see you, see you on the other side.
God knows I'll see you, see you on the other side, yeah.

I'll see you, see you on the other side
I'm gonna see you, see you on the other side.
God knows i'll see you on the other side, yeah.
I wanna see you, yeah, yeah, yeah, see you on the other side,
God knows I'll see you on the other side, see you on the other side.
i'm gonna see you, see you on the other side.
~See you on the other Side, by Ozzy Osbourne.

This song was to be played at my cousin's funeral. Since it wasn't able to be played thanks to the nice mother and Grandmother of the family i thought I might post it here. That and it's my favorite song by him.
Anyways on a darker note Kuro-chan's mother's boyfreind Brian, is my newest burn on here. If i can think of anything other than he is a mainstream bitch and thinks all other men are evil except for him, I'll post it upon here.
~Purgatory-_-

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   I'm not a boy, but....
You're a living riddle...
Mysterious Guy! The living riddle! You are smart, a
kind of a mysterious loner and you love to talk
in riddles, girls can't resist that. Great for
you.


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well, cool I guess! I'm not a boy though I asure you. My boyfreind is on here though, his user name is Grave!!!! chris!!!
~purgatory-_-

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Wednesday, July 7, 2004


........I am what I am....wonder what my little brother is...
You are the Death
The Death


What Major Arcana Tarot Card are you? (with anime pics)
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I wish I was the Moon. It describes my freind better though. Sometimes I begin to wonder if what she said about me not being this big scary Shinigami thing is not true. I've been taking these tests truthfully i swear. I didn't ask to be sad and I don't want symapathy. My freind I think just wants me to feel like she's alot cooler than me and she is. Oh, well, I'm not going to rant. Some peoples just have egos bigger than themselves.

current Weather: partly cloudy, with thunder booming in the distant background.

Currently listening:got me Wrong, Nirvana and Man that you Fear, M. Manson

Currently Dreaming: About raining feathers. I've been playing too much FF8.

Currently writting;Bits and pieces of stories which randomly pop into my mind.

Hey, everyone! If you want a good story go to Malkav's site. He's spining a really good tale at the time!
~Purgatory-_-

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Tuesday, July 6, 2004


Hello.
Sorry I haven't been on in a while. I've been pretty busy and sad. So, heres a little snippet of a story to keep you entertained.
She looked down apon the grave with sadness. Nobody was really left now. They were all dieing. He was gone. He would never see her again and she would never see him ethier. She needed him. She missed him.
"And you are dissmissed" The preacher closed the bible and began to walk away.
She looked down into the open coffin and saw him there and swore he smiled at her. He would always do that when he knew she was depressed. but he just layed there even paler than ever, but yet he looked so peaceful. No pain, no agony, just rest. if that was what death was then she wanted it too. she took his gunich had been on display at the time and looked down at him and smiled. He had always loved these things, infact he loved all sorts of weaponry. This gun was the only one on display though. It was very special to him for it had been his fathers and he had always wanted something of his fathers to be burried with him. She took the bullets in which had just been unloaded out of her pocket and stuck it into the gun and aimed with deadly percision.
"I'm the ony one, here I am the only one left and I can't live without you. Please save me a seat beside you in the aditorium like you used to do. i want to be near you always."
She pulled the trigger and she saw him there smileing like he always did. He and all her other classmates that had died that day in that horrendous massacre. She was the only one left alive.
"Hey, I saved you a seat."
And she saw nothing anymore.

So, how did you like that one? Hope it was good. Partially influenced by my cousin's funeral. Atleast I got a rose from the casket. I haven't slept very much at all lately and I hope to get some sleep tonight. I also want to talk to Chris too. So, how was everyone's Fourth? Mine was pretty great! I got to see Freckles, Chris's dogggie and she was kawaiiii!!! So, tell me peoples! Later!
~Purgatory-_-

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Sunday, July 4, 2004


Yay, one of my favorite couples!
lol
Congrats! You got Spike and Julia.


Which anime couple are you? (with VERY NICE pictures)
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I'd love to think that our realtionship is as strong as us to be able to basically die for one another. And I think we would no doubt. I have faith in him!
~Purgatory-_-

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Once again vampires are awesome.
showyvamp
you are a.. ClASSIC vampire. you are somewhat
gothic, keep to yourself, and that's the way
you like things. you are traditional and old
fassioned. you might not do well with machines.
simple is better. You love the fact that you
are a vampire and wouldnt trade it for the
world. so many advantages! you love to terrify
the weaker race of humans silly. you also
despice the "cute" vampires. you go
with your insticts on everything, keep doing
what your good at, the older ways


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