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Sunday, July 4, 2004
Well, hi to all.
Well, I would've posted something longer yesterday, but I was kind of in a rush and in a depressive mood. Everyone was. I did have some fun yesterday though! I went to the mall with my boyfreind and we had a load of fun! ^^ I did see some people there from school that I didn't like, but eh none of them noticed me. I did see that jerk of an ex-boyfreind of mine though. I did say, but I just walked on. Chris' is so sweet. He got me a Nirvana shirt and the gundam wing Episode zero manga. I haven't finished reading it all yet, but I will soon. Thanks for the sympathy. I will be alright now, but I don't know how good I will be at the funeral. it's this Tuesday. today is the big day! i'm going to my boyfreind's cook-out! I'm still nervous, but his mom said i shouldn't be. She seems a lot nicer than I thought! *wipes sweat off of her forehead* I slept for over 12 hours yesterday by the way. i think that's a record and I still feel tired. By the way again Happy fourth of July^^!!!!
~Purgatory-_-
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Saturday, July 3, 2004
 Kanashi.
It means sadness in japenese. I am sad today. My cousin was pronounced dead this morning at 3:50. He died in the arms of his wife with me and her holding his hand. We were very close and I miss him deply and after he departed i began to cry. I'm actually have been crying alot lately. maybey it's just depression and all that great stuff, but my freinds are dragging me out of the house. I need to find a black dress or maybey they will let me wear a suit. Bye.
~purgatory-_-
ps. I wish Kuronekosama were here now.
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The Weather......
Current Weather on the site: Raining with a boy clad in black sitting in it all alone. He has long silver hair and big black wings and in my dream I said hello.
Currently listening to Wait and Bleed and Duality, Slipknot(I can't belive they don't have Korn ar Manson on the AOL music thing.)
Currently Drawing: The boy in above statement.
Currently Playing:Sillent Hill 2, Final Fanatsy 7 & 8, Siren, Onimusha:Warlords. Playing the FF's and SH over again.
Wish i was playing: Fatal Frame 2: Crimson Butterfly, Clock Tower 3, and Chaos Legion.
Man, I wish I had the new Slipknot CD and the old Korn CDs. I wanna hear Freak on a Leash and Alone I Break. I love Duality. It's perfect for the depressive mood I'm in right now. I'd recomend it to anybody, unless they are a Britteny Spears loving prep. So, far I have not met any of those on here though. I wonder what kinds of music you people like? Espically a few in paticular.
~purgatory-_-
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Something randomly going through my mind..
And as the blood left his body, I felt the shards of a shattering soul piercing my body. Then all let lose as I felt my own brethren's blood smother my face. I could taste in my mouth and feel it upon my body. I heard him scream indignatly, grasping onto my arm.
"No, I am not the angel that shall lead you unto heaven. I am the Reaper of souls. I shall deliver all to the firey Abyss."
He looked up at me with silver pools filled with confusion.
"Why are you doing this? I don't...understand?"
"Dearest brother how I loved you so. But you naught return the love I felt for you to me. So, now I taketh my revenge upon you."
"What...do...you...mean.." he said his voice wavering.
"I could have shown you the stars. Let you feel the sky below you. I would have given you everything. But you threw my love away all for that of another." My voice grew angrier at the thought of that wench. She stole you from me, made me kill you. I could be holding you in my arms right now, lulling you to sleep with a gentle song, for it was almost dawn, but today will be the last. I have not seen the sun in over 5 years and I almost missed it.
He was fadeing fast, now I must end it.
"I could have given you an eternity,"I said kissing his pale lips for the first," I love you"
He was to weak to resist me now and the sun was peeking over the horizon making it sparkle like the crystaline essence of a soul. It would all end very soon. I kissed him again, takeing the little blood that was left within him with me and it was at that moment that the sun had saturated my skin into dust. Our souls left together We could be together again. Once we are reborn I will find you and make you love me this time, even if it takes a thousand years.
owari.
So how'd you like it? be honest. It was floating around in my mind, so I thought I'd write it into a story. Please tell me! I'm probably going to make it into a full fleged one if it's good enough or just post it on fictionpress the way it is. I need name for the characters, and both are males. I was thinking about Daemien for one, because I love that name. Tell me what you think!
~Purgatory-_-
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Friday, July 2, 2004
Something I wrote a while back, actually 2 days ago...
Black wings,
Like a crow
Hair the color of a ghost.
Hollow inside and out,
Cape made of the midnight wind,
Eyes made of nighttime stars
Kingdom built on blood
Knowing all,
Seeing all,
He's always at your side.
Just look beside you.
He's been there all along
Your friend when you have no one else,
Ever so handsome is he
Look up there's Death
Sitting in a tree.
~owari, Death
Maybe I'll Find You.
I'm locked inside this box,
An angel with torn stained wings,
Locked inside the clouds,
Sings to you inside yourself,
Make her real again.
See the rain?
That's her crying.
See the blood?
That's her dying.
The rain and blood twine together
making the sounds of a musicbox.
Beautiful words spun together
Like a patch work quilt,
Weaving antiquities of her time.
You can see her face
It's crying.
The blood inside her eyes,
Pouring in a mass, together with tears,
Forming the blanket in which you are wrapped in tight.
You are searching yourself,
Looking for her inside.
Fumbling eternaly with time,
You intertwine with the moonlight,
Only to find she was just a dream.
Or maybe the end which justifies your means.
~owari, Angelic Musicbox
All these can also be found at fictionpress, but I thought I see what you people think. I also really kinda dislike the music on my site. I didn't get to hear it until it was on my site. It was Castlevania, so I was all for it. Wish I could find the original of this or post music off of one of my cds or something. I need to update my vampire story soon. I got to the lemon and stoped writting. i'm actually beginig to lose intrest in it too. I'm loseing intreset in alot of things lately. My freind is bitching at me alot and stuff and everything is going to hell. It sucks out the ass. My parents keep asking me to pray with them and it drives me insane. They also pester me about my sexuality issues and about the stuff that I write. Well, atleast I get to do something this weekend. I'm going to the mall probably. I was supposed to go today and get a Slipknot shirt or a Manson one, but my sister got sick. I need some new music to listen to as well. I listen to basically the same cd everyday and i hate routines. Sometimes life can be one giant routine and it sucks. This used to be the routine
1:Get up and wish I didn't have to.
2":Go to school and suffer through the fucking teaseing comments and questions. Everybody use to question me about my religon and why I didn't have one. People at school suck. Espically people like the jocks and preps. Oh well it's life.
3:Go home, play video games, write, take a shower and watch Adult Swim.
4:My favorite part SLEEP^^!
Lather, Rinse and repeat for a disgruntled Purgatory. It could be worse though.
Well, tell me if you like the poetry. Once you get done reading it you will say God this child has issues like my mother did.
~purgatory-_-
ps. need to work on Gundam the Musical with Chaos Butterfly.
and also maybe start a vampire rp.
Famous Gir Quote of the Night: I miss the cupcake....;_;
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Learning to.
You have angst because of recent tragedies. You
need to learn to deal with what all life and
death holds.
Why kind of Anime Angst lies in You?
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The Angel of Death! Calm ruler over the death.
What kind of Angel are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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The nickname Shinigami, my ex-boyfreind gave me that nickname. I used to really like it. I thought it was cool and I wished I could rule over Death like that. There would be some people I would bring back. I realize now that those people are neede up there and maybe they were here all along. I was just to careless and childish to see that. They were tired and sick. Some of them were missing people in the great beyond and maybe met up with their spirts along the way.
~Purgatory-_-
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Is that what I really am?
...a shadow within the heart
Who Are You From Within? (Anime Images used)
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Is that what I really am, just a shadow from within? I shall fade someday, just like a shadow. But I must carry on, and not wish for myself to fade any longer, for the one i love is what's ahead of me. Chris and luke and Brandy and everyone else is waiting for me at the finish line. I must traverse on!! Oh yeah and I miss Kira127...She's going away!!! NOOO!! ^^' Sorry. Todya is mine and Chris's two month annerversary!! Yay!!! i am afraid though for my best freind during this trubliation. Her boyfreind might be coming to live with her and I only see disaster coming this way from that. Preganancy... I see it now. She wasn't planing to go to college anymore anyways. We aren't even that close anymore, there's just so much shit going. She says that I haven't called her since Tuesday. That's true, but i was kind of waiting to see if she would call me, if she really cared she would. I guess she doesn't, she must be too busy with the more important things, instead of meaningless me. Oh, well, all things must come to a close and the curtain must fall, but that doesn't necessairly mean that the shows over. Oh, yeah and i beat Fatal Frame, one of my favorite games. 2 is the best of them.
~purgatory-_-
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Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Oh, yeah by the way...
I'm really tired of seeing people with really dark names, such as Demongirl666 and then you look and the site is bright pink!!! People should think of colors which suit their names. I hate poesers, I really despise them. They wear an ACDC shirt and then you say "Hey what's your favorite ACDC song?' And they say 'ACDC?? Who the hell are they? I gotta go now I'm on the way to the salon! Chiao!" I hate that!!! The dark is cool. I really wish people would stop that!!! Is anybody with me? Or against me? I wanna start some kind of vampire RP o something!!
~Purgatory-_-
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Well, I gotta make this quick...
Thanks you guys, but it wasn'y my mother, my cousin's dieing and grandmother is dead. Unfourtanately my mother and father are not, but oh well!!! Well, gotta run!!^^
~Purgatory-_-
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