Saturday, August 19, 2006

   Hahahaha I am posting before Chara...
We have like 4 computers going at once all with net. It's funny. Chara's spending the night tonight. Well, thank you for the 11 comments!! I was really suprised and touched so many people still cared.
It took me awhile but I did come back like I plomised.
Right now...eh....not a lot is going on. Maybe I might to post some new art, if I can get the scanner to work.
Right now my current obsession is yaoi and as always is FF8, lol. If anyone knows of any good sites hook me up, yo.
I have a myspace now, so if anyone else has one....
I'd like to know I guess. I also have a new SN and it is DarkApocrpha...
I will not abandon this site for myspace though. That is not cool.
Yes, Reeses Puffs are the shit! And I got more Count Chocula!
I am obsessed with Nana, so the layout may change.
I got Withering To Death and it is the best cd ever! My favorite song is Saku...
I need to get RealFuckingAnime back up and running since all of my mods came back! Yay for Darby and Michele! *claps*
I love you all!
Lynnsey
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Friday, August 18, 2006

I'm sorta back......
I can only post on the weekends....I hang out with my best freind Heather during lunch.....and I think they blocked it....the restrictions have gotten worse...

But I haven't forgotten about any of you. I've actually been reading your posts from my cell phone. But I couldn't log in and comment...I'm really sorry.

Chris got the net, so yeah...he also got his own house....he shares it with my cousin.

School is useless....miserable....
I'm hungry and Kevin ate all the fucking Count Chocula.....pisses me off, because I can never get it and I didn't even get one single bowl...
I have a myspace now... joyjoy...
I'm tired and hungry....
So, how are all of you?
Alot of bullshit happened over the summer....thats why I never got around to calling anyone. Lotsa boyfreind problems, etc...
I'm sorry kinda down right now...sometimes it seems like I have the greatest freinds ever then other times they don't seem like freinds at all...
Love all of you!!!
Kitten
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Saturday, June 10, 2006

OMG!!!
I'm at Circut City right now...can't make this long, so...
If you have a number please give it to me if you wanna talk to me...CERM....I do not care about the high pitched sqeaukiness..I have the same problem...so yeah..
Summer hath been the gay.
My freinds...I miss all of you! I will try tp check again soon!
Loves,
Kitten
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

My last post for this school year....
I have to go and enjoy my summer, and not worry about things...
I will TRY my best to post as much as possible.
But it's nearly impossible to get to the internet. The otaku is blocked at the library too.
Last night was a lot of fun.
I will call all the people who I have numbers for. Espically Bekki. Because my world would be lost without her ;_____;
I really hope we can all remian freinds over the summer...maybe hopefully I'll get the net over the summer, but it's doubtful...
Goodbye to all! I'll be back ASAP!!!
^^
With all the love possible,
Lynnsey
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Monday, May 22, 2006

   This might be my last day here for a really long time...
This is one of my last days of school.
I now have two days left...
I had an awesome and terrible weekend.
Get the bad news over first.
Well, after Chris's graduation, he went to get a CD player put in the car. So, Chara, and I were alone, chatting about our boyfreinds. They came back and Kevin came in the room, while Chris was still outside putting in his CD player.
I found this notebook of his and flipped through it. It was a bunch of notes for school and some that he never gave to me. One of them said "i hate you. Frankly, I wished you die." (he told me it was helping him get his emotions out. He was sad and angry at me, because of what happened with Quinn. So, I forgave him.) I found another one that wasn't to me. It was to this girl who said that they were going out, and she kissed him too. The note said
"Jasmine,
Hey. What's up? In class here. Well, don't think I'm not intrested. I like you a lot. I just don't know if I could do this to my girlfreind."

........
He said he wanted to get back at me. He said he wanted me to feel the pain he felt. I don't blame him for it. I desrved it. For now on. I'm only for Chris.
He didn't cheat on me, but he was going to.
I cried for a really long time. And then I cried on the way home. I cried when I got home. I cried on the way to eat. I cried a little while I was eating. I woke up in the middle of the night and cried.
But he held me through it. And now I know that he's the one for me.
Chris, if you ever read this know that I've never been more sorry for anything in my life that I have been for cheating on you and hurting you in anyway possible.
But in good news....
Graduation wasn't the best. I saw the fag-ass bitch Jasmine, like 5 times. She ran from me every time I saw her. I hate her. When she saw me with my arm around Chris, I think right then and there she knew who I was and knew what I would do to her.
But I saw Eddie! And OMG there was an old lady with a spider in here. The spider blended in with her hair and Chara and I didn't know what to do. She would have freaked if we told her there was a spider in her hair! But alas Chara saved the day, and got the spider. And while the spider was crawling, there was this hilarious music, and it looked like the spider was marching to it!! 0_0
I ate with Chris's parents and it was cool. Chara, Kevin, David, Chris, and I all went to wal mart, and had a lot of fun!!! Chara bought some giant knitting needles, and Chris bought me a 3 dollar shawl-poncho knit thingy. David looked so gay! His hair was bleached and he was wearing a bright pink shirt!!!
While Chris and Kevin were gone Chara and I looked through his stuff. He had like a ton of hentai pics that he had never shown me! Chara and I laughed our asses off! Then we were bored. So, Chara took one of Chris's pictures of himself and this girl I hate and photoshop-ed it. Chris looked like a rainbow.
We watched a little Love hina too.
Sunday we went to the expocenter. Anime guy was there! Chris bought me 2 Final Fantasy 8 posters for 5 dollars!! ^^ Then we went over to the Chinese guy and he had all sorts of little anime themed stuff from China. I got a Naruto doujin notebook, and an anime themed photoalbum. They also had FLCL penicls and a Tenn Titans hamper. Hello kitty stuff too.
Then we went to the mall and played DDR! I did pretty good and so did Chris.
We went to McKays, and I got 3 more Jappanese orginal mangas. The only one I recognized was GTO. Then I also got the 1st volume of Weiss Kruez.
I had a lot of fun with Chara, looking at hats. And talking about how Kevin is a "stallion" in bed!! ^^
But how was everyone else's weekend?
If I'm not here tomorrow I love all of you!! ^^
xXxLynnseyxXx
ps. The name of one of my manga is Janus no Kagami. I can't find any site in English that has to do with it. A pretty rare find, eh?
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Friday, May 19, 2006

A very hungry Kitten...and I'm sooo tired...
I'm so tired....
And hungry....
I couldn't stop re-reading Momo's fic last night! ^^ It was the funniest thing ever! ^^
And thanks for being there guys...I guess I miss my "social life", that I had at Karns and when i was younger....
I felt horrible....
I'm giveing up Tyrell for Chris. Chris hates him. But I...really don't know. I feel that it's more than freindship. So, I just have to ignore him and make Chris and my parents happy. And all my other freinds that think I owe it to Chris to stay with him.
-_-'
Not that I don't wanna stay with Chris...
I'm just going to miss Tyrell. He was always, always there for me. No matter what. He was my best freind.
But well.
All things have to come to an end.
I want to talk to him. I want to see him. But I can't because I could end up falling in love with him.

Well, on the happier end of the Kitten spectrum.
I'm going to Chris's graduation tomorrow.
Yay! I guess. Chara and Kevin will be there. I just hope they won't embaress me infront of Chris's parents, by acting all lovey-dovey.
Chris's parents don't like it when we hold hands even.
Another one of my bestest buddies, Heather Poole, is comeing to spend the night with me! Dungeons and Dragons-rama! We're also gonna play Wild Arms and a bunch of other games. I finally found another female who shares the true love of gameing.
*sigh*
It's a wonderful world.
I'm going to try Hinaru's code for the image he gave me...
so tell me if you can see it!


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Thursday, May 18, 2006

God the stupidity never ends....
I hate it here.
No good bands ever come near this state. It's like poisionus to creativity. It musters out the love of art. No wonder every art college student leaves this place or stays downtown.
I have no freinds anymore...Amanda has abandoned me. Logan Norris is gone (my hot metal axe angel ;____;). Sandra is decrepid. Heather is leaveing. My other good freind Heather P. whose supposed to come over and play games, might be moveing back to Kentucky. Logan A. and I don't really talk much anymore. Quinten hates me. Ali and I have barely anything in common, and she gets bored of me rambling about jrock and metal. Maria and Sara are gone.
Why does people shit me over like this?
And now Dir en Grey isn't going to be on the FVTour.
There goes my summer. And my parents won't even let me talk to Tyrell.
Why does it feel like everyone's against me?
But I went home early yesterday, so thats why I didn't comment or post.
My laptop at home is screwing up and now I might not be able to do my report...
well thanks to Lemony for telling me how to do images! ^^
I think I might post a couple of pics in a min...
so see ya guys later...
Love from Kitten
ps.
can you see the pic????
http://www.animevisions.net/Pictures/couples/Kiss2.jpg
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

why does it still hurt so bad?
After 4 years...
I still miss him. I know he's never comeing back. Sometimes I think I go down to where we first met, I'll still see his ghost.
This picture reminded me of the first time him and I met: http://www.animevisions.net/Pictures/couples/Kiss2.jpg
I would just post the pic, but well...I can't do the imgae thingy right...
I'm sorry, but I'm crying right now...
I need him.
My Bones.
xXxMistress Kitten xXx
ps. This one reminds me of Chris and me for some reason...
http://www.animevisions.net/Pictures/couples/Couple44.jpg
This one reminds me of Becky:
http://www.animevisions.net/Pictures/neko/36.jpg
And Alayna:
http://www.animevisions.net/Pictures/girls/girls36.jpg
And Hinaru:
http://www.animevisions.net/Pictures/guys/guys228.jpg
more will be up tomorrow...

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cramps are killing me....
Out of the school, on the Gateway for biology, I got second highest score in the school!!!!!! ^___________________^
my freind Chance followed close behind...
Anyways whats up with all of you?
Today I have been listening to Duel Jewel....
b/c I love Shun-sama....
Did I tell anyone I bought some Jappanese manga (well all in the orginal lang.) ^^
I don't know the names of either of them, b/c none of it is in English....
But one of them is from 1984 and it's small and it's cool....
Today was my freinds bday...
I need a girlfreind....for some reason, I'm turning almost completely lesbian...
But...I still love my Chris....
I want woman sex....
pusssyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy................
(yes I know I am nasty.)
I miss Tyrell....
i wonder if Bradely will call me and what he has to say....
Anyways,I was looking at pictures of cat girls, and yeah...neko mimis....
yummy.
My mother hates me.
My father hates me.
And i just don't care anymore.
I really don't.
Love you all lots,
S&M Mistress Kitten
ps. I will draw you extra sexxy dontsaythecword!!! Any extra sexxyness from you and the worl will explode! And hinaru...I think you will walk around without a shirt on...and I think the first episode should be like one of those dreams where you end up nude in front of a crowd of people....it would be funny, no? The anime would deal with all of us liveing near one another and romance and hilarty shall ensue!
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Monday, May 15, 2006

Chilling out to DragonLord...=^~=
I am tired... I want to make a manga about all you guys...like a surreal life... I feel like I have no freinds again... Sandra's boyfreind broke up with her and she cut herself all up her arms...she showed it to me this morning...It put me in a bad mood... I also got invited to a party. Ali's bday party. But Quinten and his girlfreind are going to be there, so I'll probably not go... I'll be the only 17 year old there...everyone else is Freshmen, and her sis who's a senior... I got an application for Gamestop!!!!!!! ^^ So, Kitten maybe getting a J-O-B!!! All the guys who work there though are in college...and I think I'll be the ONLY girl working there. ^^''''''''''''' Well, thise weekend was ok...me and Chris sorta rekindled some feelings had an INTELLIGENT converstaion about something other then fucking. And the creepiest thing happened to me. It was after we left Shoney's whcih was around, 12:00 am, Saturday night. We had been haveing an on going conversation about the existence of God, spirits, and me helping Chris become more intune with some of hidden spirituality. We saw a Jeep parked in front of a car delarship. The gates to the store were closed and no onhe was around. It also looked like the Jeep was about to make a turn, but someone just turned it off and ran. We drove a little more untill we got nearer to where we had to turn to get to my house. It began to rain and storm a little. We got to the bank where we turned. I got this EXTREMLY ominous feeling. In the middle of the road was yet another abandoned car. And in the normally empty parking lot were 3 other cars, all abandoned. No one else was around.... Then we turned...and went up the road a little ways. I SWEAR I saw a guy...an old man standing on the side of the road...and then along the way a couple of others (this may have been my skitzophrenia kicking in though). We came across a church which would normally be unlit...and all the lights were on, the doors wide open. But NO ONE was in the parking lot... It really freaked me and I don't know what it means.... Also...the glass was shattered this morning to the back window...my mother thinks someone tried to break in. BUT, the window was broke from the inside of the house.... How??? It doesn't make sense... Love ya'll lots, S&M Mistress Kitten
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