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Tuesday, January 16, 2007


And so this comes to an end.
Aric and I broke up.
Yeah it was a shitty deal. He still wants to date me in the future and he acts like we still are dating.
It's confuseing.
This song describes how I feel right now:
Laid To Rest-Lamb of God

If there was a single day I could live... a single breath I could take
I'd trade all the others away.
The blood's on the wall, so you'd might as well just forget it
And bleach out the stains, commit to forgetting it.
You're better off empty and blank, than left with a single pathetic trace of this
Smother another failure, lay this to rest.
Console yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck
Absorb yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself.
I'll chain you to the truth for the truth shall set you free
I'll turn the screws of vengeance and bury you with honesty
I'll make all your dreams come to life, then slay them as quickly as they came
Smother another failure, lay this to rest.
Console yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck
Absorb yourself, see who gives a fuck.
Failure.
If there was a day I could live, if there was a single breath I could take
I'd trade all the others away.


So that about sums it up. I took one of the pictures I had of him and wrote the lyrics all over it.
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I got a total of thrity minutes of sleep last night and I don't really know what or how to feel right now.
I don't know what to do or feel anymore.
I just don't know.
Love,
Lynnsey

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