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Tuesday, January 23, 2007


Blah.
Sorry I never get around to visiting. I promise I will soon!

So, something really major has happened. Well a few things have.

One is that I’ve been passing out and getting sick lately. Things were just getting worse, so I had to go to the ER. I had blood taken and all sorts of “fun” stuff. They had to put me on an IV too, which felt too odd and hurt when I moved my arm. I hated it and had to endure it for like 2 hours. But they came up with the solution to everything that was happening. I have been formally diagnosed with depression, panic attacks, and vago vessel (sp?). Vago Vessel is nothing deadly, but it does make me pass out at any given moment when I’m stressed and depressed. The blood vessel is my head are so constricted by the stress and such that they can’t get oxygen and make me pass out.

The second and most recent is that one of my best friend’s Tori has confessed to me that she likes me! Which I already knew. But the kind of like is more than like. It’s love. She’s more in love with me than she has ever been with anyone else, or she said in a note. It’s really a lot on me right now, but I don’t know how my feelings are. I’m still mourning the loss of the last lady in my life and I just don’t know what to do/say to postpone this until I can sort things out. Plus, right now I don’t think I want another relationship with someone close to me.

But eeep bell,
X3 you all
Lynnsey

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