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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
I'm never going to be able to comment again...uggggh....so much to do.
Well, I’ve done the worst thing possible.
I am now dating Tori. Or so she thinks. I told her I’d like to wait things out and shit, but she took that as an automatic yes. I told her that I still harbor deep feelings for another woman who doesn’t feel the same for me. I told her I didn’t think I could love another girl the way I loved her and blah. But she didn’t listen to me. I guess I’ll just have to straighten it all out. I do have feelings for her, but they just don’t outweigh what I feel for another person, who’s name begins with an S, is all I’ll say. For she likes to remain annynomus. And it’s like she reads this anyways and well I’ve all ready agreed to be friends and nothing more. Nothing can change this situation between her and I, it’s set in stone. But if only you guys knew her. You’d understand why I’d still feel the way I do.
I also have found out that this guy named James, likes me. He sits with me at lunch. He reminds me of Chris from family guy in a way. He’s ok. I guess.
It just gets more complicated as I go further into it. I’m going to ruin my life before it’s over with. I just don’t want a relationship right now. There’s only one person I’d want it with and it’s obviously not going to happen. But as long as she’s happy I don’t mind one bit. I just wish it wouldn’t feel like she avoids me. Does she really hate me that much?
I am reading DeathNote vol 8 right now. It’s getting down to the interesting stuff. I love how it always portrays like human life is important, but then again it all seems like a game, a race to see who can outwit the other first. And new rules are thrown in constantly. It keeps it interesting. I have grown very partial to Near, but L stills has my heart. Light is just so evil it’s really funny. The expressions on his face are so hilarious at times.
I am just going to try and ignore all this for right now. And tell Tori that we just need to be friends for now. That’s all. Except she’s so attached to me and she’s already all “I love you”, because I said I had similar feelings, but I thought I had made it all clear.
Thank you guys for the concern and I was in shock that Alayna visited! ^^
Love,
Lynnsey
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