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Monday, June 14, 2004


   Depressed....
My best freind thinks I'm disugsting. wow isn't that nice? I thought freinds were supposed to support and understand and stuff, but now she's just mad at me. She probably doesn't even want to be my freind anymore. I don't know yet. My boyfreind tried to cheer me up. He said that calling me a slut wasn't very nice and he got mad and starting ranting with me about depressing stuff. He was being really romantic. More so than usual. I can't belive we got into this big of a fight, but I just had to tell her how I felt about her additude and some other people thought too. I didn't even tell her what my boyfreind said. He didn't want to start an arguement. I didn't want to start one ethier, but look what happened. Etheir it's going to turn into a full-out feud or we'll resolve it. I hope we resolve it. Maybe she'll read this. I hope she does, but then again I don't. I just hate being follwed around. One of my other freinds did that obsseively and it drove me insane. She was a nice person, but now I've heard that she became a wigger. I stayed up all night last night. I listened to Manson and drew a picture of five angel dudes. I called it the five horsemen and have no clue why. It's not on here yet and probably won't be. I did get Sillent Hill 2 though!! Yay!! Fun! My cousin got Area 51. It was one of my favorite arcade games a as child and I played alot yesterday also going two player with my cousin. Speaking of my freind it's nine in the morning I might go call her or go to bed. I kind of need to go to bed. I need it. Then I wanna talk to Chris. And then maybe call her. I don't know what I'm going to do. I hope everything will be alright. It's just that she can be so stubborn sometimes. She also likes to hold a grudge and write depressing lyrics and fiction. For now on i'm going to be a happier person and try not to think to much of what has been done to me and look more toward the future. I'm going to live it out the way I want it and anybody dosen't like it then kiss my black clad ass!!! I'm going to try to help more people out. I hope to get a job help the old folks as my first job. Well it really wouldn't be like a job more like volunteer work. i'm not going to let people push me around and have their way with me. I've learned from past mistakes.
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