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Wednesday, October 3, 2007


   Yesterday was...
Well, yesterday was a pretty good day. I got a lot done work wise, and I got to spend the latter half of the day with Andrew.
We got Krystals and they were good...
Then we came back here and took me to a pond across the street. There were all sorts of wildlife. Ducks and Geese and Deer. I have never been so close to a duck/geese before without it running away or it chasing me away! But yesterday we were right there with them, and a doe came very close to us as well. I got some great pictures of the ducks/geese. I named some of them too. Corneilius, Shakespear, etc. As soon as I find a way I'll get them up, along with some other pictures I've taken.
Though last night was great, I did hit a low. I realized that my lack of friends is severe. I was looking through my "friends list" on myspace and realized that I don't really even talk to anyone. Especially not on the phone or hanging out with them.
I also found out that I won't be able to go see the Blueman Group with Andrew after all. I felt really bad, because his mom was so apologetic about it. I don't mind not going though. I don't really like them much anyways. I have decided that I will go to a concert by myself eventually, at first I said I would take Andrew with me, but I have decided against it. I'd rather do this by myself for some reason. Or take a friend with me. Yeah right, like I have any. I think Type O Negative is going to be in town, I'd kinda like to go to that, but there's transportation and all that...plus Andrew is protesting the idea unless he can go with me. Because of safety reasons or whatever.
It's not fair that Andrew has me all to himself, but I have to share him with his friends. But I know he has to pay attention and do things with his friends. I understand this, but I want to rebel against it, by doing things without him. My mind has an odd way of thinking.
I need to pick out something I want to go to college for. What should I do with that?
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