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Tuesday, January 8, 2008


kjgkngjng!
Har.
Playlist:
"Heaven And Weak"-Maudlin Of The Well
"Knights Of Cydonia"-Muse
"Emily"-From First To Last
"Learn To Fly"-Pink Floyd
"Terminal Frost"-Pink Floyd
"C"-Dir En Grey
"Inner Universe"-Origa
Blaharhar.
Like anyone gives a fuck what my playlist is.
Anyways I'm overwhelmed and stressed.
So fuck you kids who just now are getting into Deathnote. And thanks Chara for getting me into like two years ago, I think...or earlier last year. Can't remember. Think it was two years ago though. The anime came out last year, I'm pretty sure, but the manga has been out since forever and a day. And I still have yet to read the ending, I'm keeping myself in suspense, although I know where to find it.
Talking to my Vocational Rehabilitation lady, made me realize just how controlling my boyfriend's mother is.
I know they're helping me and everything, but fuck.
I just want to take two or three Geodone and see what happens.
I'd probably be frothing at the mouth from 2 40s and a 60.
It would make me sleep though.
Or maybe I'll just go read some more of Pet Sematary.
Contrary to the rest of the world, it's a lovely, balmy day out, windy too, possibly a storm coming which makes me so happy.
Am I fucking emotionless right now?
Why yes. Yes I am.
:B
Score one for Schizophrenia. Which will take my being over inevitably , so why fight it anymore?
It's not worth it.
I'm not ready to grow up.
I'm not.
I want the few years of childhood I had back.
Oh and I hope you do use this site some moar Chelsea...I miss yous. D:

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