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Sunday, July 25, 2004


Hello!
Hey, everyone! I've had a pretty bad dat what about yours? My bestfreind was over the other night and I really have a horrible suscspison that she's useing me and so does my cousin Brandy. The only time she calls is when she wants to come over seemingly. Anymore she nevers says thank-you even. Also, she never really talks to me about anything except how bad her life is! My life is bad too ya know, but we rarely ever talk about me, it's only how horrible her life is. I don't get it? Does she not like me anymore? She's also asueming that I'd use her own stalker man(Mark) in my story! It's my story about me!!! Not her!! It makes me really mad that she, well tries to always put herself in the spotlight(that's the word, I suppose?). She thinks it all about her!! It's not and it really pisses me off!! I'm tires of feeling second best to her too. No matter how hard I try to improve I never get better.....agh my head feels as if it's going to explode! And also I drew a picture( Death) and it has a lot of bondage and stuff. She says that's her style! Well, fuck her it's been in my dreams long before I ever met her!! It's not just her style too. You can't steal a style, because if that's true then you are stealing it from the person who had it before you! I've seen a lot of stuff on here that looks alot like hers and well the psychotic style isn't just hers, nor is the sad and dsepressive style! Agh my head!! I just wish things were the way they used to be! I wish cuz was still alive and I wish I was still at least a bit confident in myself!
Sorry this is just a rant about stuff that happened the other day and today. But anyways how was your day? Hope everything was well! Also, where are some good avatars? please tell me about your day!
~Purgatory-_-
ps Sorry i wasn't on last night and only got around to commenting on a few of your sites! Grave was here! he calles me sweetie and it made me feel really loved!

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