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Wednesday, August 4, 2004
.....Well, I just found out my freind has been saying bad things about me...
Well, hi you guys!! I'm glad to see that Kueenbee finally updated but still no Sam.....*looks around more for Sam* I just found out that my best freind has been talking and saying bad things about me. I hope that this doesn't effect my freindship with one of my freinds(her dudefreind). Well, it seems that she says I have been neglecting her...hmmmm, well if she wanted to talk so bad then why didn't she call? She said she tried, but the phone line is busy. Well, I try calling her and her voice is all dull and stuff. We don't have anything to talk about Chara, unless it's Kevin or mother problem related. Don't get me wrong you need to talk about those things. But not all the f'n time!! Look at the happiness in life!! There's always a little somewhere or you could create some. Not that life isn't always happy. Just, because I have new freinds doesn't mean I still don't wanna talk to you. In fact you could have came over this weekend. And maybe if you take a little time to realize this that maybe you might not have time for me because of your boyfreind too? Everytime I call, your on the other line Kevin. And that your never happy for me. Not that I want to go to Karns, but the classes there are awesome. They offer a better education. I don't know about you, but I wana go to college and have a good job. I don't wanna be like my parents. I don't wanna have to get involved with drugs just to keep food on the table. And well I know I'll be leaving you and a lot of other freinds behind, but well thats the way life goes sometimes. I'm sad about it too ya' know! And well maybe you would have more freinds if you were a bit nicer to people. And you'd have a lot more freinds on here if you tried to respond to at least half the people who sign your guestbook and stuff. And i'm sorry that I didn't get you anything on that trip! I told you I saw something, but I didn't have enough money. And well maybe that I want something nice for once. I don't ever get to buy my little brother presents around christmas or get my boyfreind HALF the f'n stuff he gets me. I think I've always got you a christ,as present or a birthday present. I want something nice for myself for once. I don't have a dad who'll go out and buy my a'frickin everything and a mom who buys me stff every once in a while. I have to go bum stuff off my sister for clothes. Do you know how bad that makes me FEEL!? You've never had to ask your little sister for money just so that you'd have food to eat or have your parents come and ask you for money so that they could pay the light bill. And then take all your college money and go out and buy f'n cocaine with it. Stop thinking only of yourself and think of others for once. Try to make peace with your mother, I'm trying to with mine. Your life isn't as bad as you think. mine isn't that bad ethier. I'm just lucky to have a house to live in, and someone that loves me enough to take me in. There are a lot more people out there with worse problems that need help, like the girls who get raped by their fathers and can't get help or won't. DemonMessiah is a good freind and you shouldn't diss him before you know him and so are the other people I've came across, like Rayea and Rebecca and Kira. So, don't say that I don't know these people and that I haven't talked to them long enough. i have been talking to these people for months. I think I know most of you pretty well atleast the ones that I talk to often enough. Well, now how was you guys days? Sorry had to get that all out. It's been there for a while now. Hehehehehe, I'm listin' to Guns n' Roses!! And beware the ninja assians are coming!! I wonder who gonna win the election too? I die of laughter if it's Kerry!! Well, everyone sorry for the rant, but I had to get it out of me. Hope she understands....well, I'll post more later, and bai!!
~Purgatory-_-~
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