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Sunday, August 8, 2004

   Hi.
Hello everyone. Sorry if I haven't been around. I just didn't feel like updateing for the past day or so. My freinds been over and we regained our freindship. Yay! I'm getting depressed again, but it will be gone soon. I hope I make freinds at my new school though I have a feeling i probably won't. They seem like the preepy school. I won't fit in. I already miss Britt and Chara and everyone. Chris was here Saturday! I had a depressing, yet fun day. We went to the company picnic. It was loads of fun. Then we got Chris and Kevin. I got a dozen roses and a teddy bear which I named uh-oh, HotDog! (MadTV skitt) I had fun looking at even more reminders that my cousin is dead. And oh it was ESPICALLY fun when we went to his grave site at 10 at night on a FUCKIN Saturday!!! That was the day he FUCKIN died!! I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!! I'M GOING INSANE!! I think I see him when he isn't there, I talk to him when no ones around......I'm Morbid. Be isn't coming back......I tell myself that....but I think he will....waiting everyday....it's driving me insane.....I burst into tears at the gravesite Saturday and Chara and Kevin hugged em and let me cry on them. Chris was there as well...I'm just tired of saying I'm all right...saying that I wanna see pictures of his body at the funeral...The colors are fadeing away in my vision. They seem dull to me, or is everyone seeing it? It all feels like a slow and painfully realistic dream, but then again thats all life is, isn't it? Well, tell me of your days. Hope all was well. Thanks for commenting on my site.
~Purgatory-_-~
ps I will feel better later. I just wanna sit down and relax.
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