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Saturday, August 21, 2004


Hello!
Hi everyone and thanks for the support!!! It brought tears to my eyes!! Seriously! Chris and I are not getting married right away though. Maybey in a couple of years when I'm 18 and he'll be 20. I saw the most awsoemst back-pack at hottopic!! Ohhhhhhh!!! I want it BADLY!! It has Gir on it!! I also want the pillowcase that has Gir and it says nighty-night!!! GIR IS THE SHITT!!! Well today was pretty eventful! *pats Chris on the back* Tonight was romantic though. We stood out in the driveway and held-each other for the longest time. It was so wonderful. He just told me that I didn't have to walk alone anymore and that I didn't have to keep things bottled up. It was sad though. We talked about well...I don't know if he would want me to talk about it in a way. He isn't a virgin anymore though!! yay! I FINALLY met someone who knows of Duel Jewel*tears flowing down face like a waterfall* Kei-chan is awesome!! Well everyones day were eventful, ne? i think I have to go hurt someone for Keiko-chan! Because the guy creeped her out!! Bad guy! Well, I'll levae you with my favorite X-Japan song! Bai!

I'm looking for you
Trying to reach your roses
Carries away by the time.

Seijaku no kyouki ni katame wo tsubusarata mama.

You've gone away
From the stage.
Leaving no words
There's just fake tears left.
Itsuwari no shinju de kazatta bara no hanatabe wo sagasu.

I'm blind insane.
In the red of silence
Now I've lost your love.

Genkaku no ai kawareta ayatsuri ningyo.

Get me on my feet
Get me back to myself.
Pretend you love me.

Yubisaki made shinku ni somatta ore wo mitsumete.

Mou taekirenai kodoku no serenade
Kyozou no umi ni nagashite
Yume kara sameta chimamire no tenshi wo
Mune ni daitemo I can not stop
Silent Jealousy.

Don't you leave me alone.
Kanashimi ni midarate
Modorenai ai wo kazru
Kurikaesu kodoku no naka ni.

Tell me true doko ni yukeba
Kiurushimi wo aiseru
I still want your love ai wo tomote
Kurui zaku kioku wo keshite.

I just want to stay with you
I just want to feel
Your breath of grace.
I didn't know what to do.
I couldn't stay anything.
When consciousness returned
Everything had been washed away
By the tide of time, even you.
But the scars of the memory
Never fade away.
I can't stop loving you.
Stop my tears.
Stop my loving.
Kill my memories.

You dyed my heart in blood.
No way to kill my sadness.
Tachisaru mae ni koroshite
Kyouki no ai ni dakareta hitomi wa
Nani mo mienai
Ima mo I miss you.
Can't live without you.

Silent Jealousy yume ni ochite.
Dakishimeru kioku wo
Stay in yesterday toki wo tomete
Kurikaesu kodoku wo keshite

Take me back to the memory.
To the dream.

Silent jealousy
Don't you leave me alone.
Kanashimi ni midarete.
Kill me love.

~Silent Jealousy
lyrics-Yoshiki.

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