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myOtaku.com: Purgatory


Wednesday, August 25, 2004

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Sorry for not visiting your sites...I'm a jerk. I hope you all understand. It's just not been a good week. Not a good year really. Well, I'm drawing Kurt in art class and have made a few people that I talk to. But no matter what it's just seems pointless. I miss my old freinds. Heather isn't Chara and Trish isn't a Brittany. I miss Cledus and Itsugi and Heero and all the good times. I miss Kevin and Randy. Thank you all for the kind comments. I just wanna blow my head off. I wanna go to sleep and never wake up. I want a place where good dreams exisit. Where everyone is there with me. i got so depressed last night, because all the pictures of Kurt Cobain reminded me of a good freind of mine who I no longer have contact with. Also all the ones with short hair look like Josh. I'm being flooded with work and the stress is just riseing along with the need to do better and the worries that I won't be able to pass my SAT's when I take them Senior year, if I'm even alive that long. The only thing I have left is Chris. I won't die. He's so afraid of being abandoned and rejected, just like me. I hate his fucking mother. For makeing him cry and not doing what she said she would and pick him up and take him to her house when he was little. I hate his parents for not seeing him. I hate him feeling like he owes everyone something, espically his uncle and Tammy. I cry to him like a sick baby, telling him of my problems, of how I miss someone, and all along he never told me how much he hurts inside. Well, I gotta go and hope you all had a good day.
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
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