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Monday, November 29, 2004


   Hi guys.
Agh, school is an evil bitch. Well atleast it's over! i don't know what to do... I can't tell Chris the truth. I don't know what to say and everythime I say something bad, he begins to cry and talk about how much he wants to be with me and everything...I do love him, but I kinda want a man who fits more of what I want. or a chick! I just don't understand me anymore. I guess it's all part of being a teenager right? I can't help, but want a more gothic/grunge guy. Chris is barely near anything I want in a guy. He's not morbvid, like I am and he doesn't like horror movies. I would also feel bad for leaveing him, because that means everything we worked so hard at and all the time we spent together was a waste for him. And not to mention all the money he spent on me. I think I love Chris. I think I'm just not used to all the guys/chicks likeing me. Where I used to be everyone thought I was butt-ugly. But now people flrit with me and such. I love you Chris. I dob't want to make you cry anymore, but I wish you'd stop being so girly and toughen up and become more like the man I want. But well in better light, I saw a sign that said Merry Christmas and I thought it said Meaty Chainsaw. But well I love all of you and well I wanna hear about your problems, because I think you all are fucking sick and tired of my bitching!! ^^
~Purgatory-_-~Dead and Loveing it~

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