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Thursday, December 9, 2004


   I'm sorry you guys.
I never mean to make any of you guys sad. It took Sam bitching me out and Chris telling me that everything will be all right but now I'm all right. That and Jangalin and Matty talking to me. I love them to death. But anyways. Than you all for being there for me. I would make a banner or something, but you know I'm kinda dumb and I don't know how! ^^''''''' But anywasy thanas kei-chan. i didn't mean to make you cry. And big sorries to sam. And BlackPeral and BrokenKokoro, and Nikki and Vicious2. Don't worry. I'll be here and will try not to be such a pessimistic jerk. I love you all lots and if you didn't read the thing below then I suggest not too!
But if you guys wanna really know some of the reason behind my whole deprssion ( Only some of you will get this ) There is a song that matty showed me by Jem thats cool.

Missing You
(In loving memory of PJ Matthews)

I wish this could be
a happy song
But my happiness disappeared
the moment you were gone
Don't think I ever believed that
this day would come
Now all I'm feeling
is lost and numb

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I would try

But I, yes I, miss you
and it's killing inside

I'll always be thankful
for the time we had
We were blessed
I should celebrate
but I feel too sad
All the wonderful memories
just make me fall apart
And it feels like somebody's
stabbed me in my heart

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I wouldn't cry

But I, yes I, miss you
and it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
want you by my side

Walking, holding hands
Talking, making plans
Touching my heart my soul

I wish this could be
a happy song
But my happiness disappeared
the moment you were gone
Tell me it's not happening
Say it's not as it seems
Tell me that I'm gonna wake up
It's just a bad dream
Please tell me that it's fiction
Tell me it's just a lie
Whatever you choose to tell me
Please say he didn't die

And I, yes I, miss you
and it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
want you by my side
Ooh well I, miss you
want you by my side
Back here by my side
Here by my side
~Purgatory-_-~Dead and Loveing it~
ps. Than you Chris for being there for me. And not going ballistic and helping me through today. I love you a lot baby.

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