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Wednesday, January 5, 2005


....wheeee.
School. It so sucks so bad. I have no friends in my classes. None. So, I sit in the front and feel like people stare at me constantly...mainly because I'm almost the only gothic person in all of my classes. So, it makes me feel outcasted. And all the other goth people I feel uncomfortable around. I do have lunch with Freddy and David though. Yay for that! ^^ I sat with Freddy today. I didn't really talk to David. I might be changeing French out for German. Just so I can be with them. I know a lot of the French already though... And you'll never believce what happened to me!! I PASSED A CLASS!! ^^''' I didn;t know I could, nut i passed part one of Algebra year long...I saw my old teacher today when I was walking with Heather and said hi. And she said "You passed." And went on her way. I don't understand it...But hell. It's a credit. Good for me. I hate school. But hey I got the first Hellsing manga today!! ^^ I did enjoy it thourghly. I love the part where he is forming back togther and he looks so damn insanely adorable! ^^ Yay!! I finally found a version of Forever Love that will download!!! ^^ ME IS HAPPY NOW!! Well, even if I have no friends at school (in classes at least) I still have Orgy, my muse. And Testament my dark side of my mind to converse with. I'm grateful for that. And a ton of books and manga to read. Damn i dunno why, but all of a sudden I have a need for a good fuck session. It was odd, but just a feeling. meh. I feel sad. Stupid depression. I feel bad for makeing Chris hurt. I got a pM from him today and well it was long and sappy. And he said he couldn't stop listening to HIM's For You. It's my song to him. I don't know what to do, but I have to call him tomorrow to tell him something. And I can't see my BG on my site anymore. God, I feel like I'm gonna cry. But I know I should be happy. agh. By this evening I should be back to the happy me. I started feeling depressed last night though. I dunno why. I went to the bookstore and afterwards I got kinda sad...maybe it was because everyone there was coupled up. Everyone seems to have someone to be with. But I don't. Shit!!! *whacks self in head* STOP GETTING DEPRESSED!! ahm. Much better. i'm hungry and i'm sorry the post has jumped around so much! ^^''' God, I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. But tell me how all is in your worlds. Oh, yeah. Just for the hell of it! hehehe BRAD!! There I mentioned you! Feel loved. And give me Eggy damnit. She'll die without my love and care!! ^_^
~Kitten-_+~Heres a lullabye to close your eyes~

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