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Monday, January 24, 2005

   fucking depression...
I have to go to court tomorrow over my abscences...I hate the fact that I have to be in court over something as idiotic as school. Why even go? The only true knowledge you gain is from the outside world and the only actually gaurentee in life is that we know nothing. Sorry I'm being so fucking pessimistic. Does anyone know what the fucking hell a pre-petition means?? I'm so fucking tired of this bullshit life. I want to die so bad, but it pisses everyone off when I talk about it. I have found the true definition of poser is someone who is going through life pretending everything is allright and then relaizeing that nothing will ever 'good'. I feel like that empty hole is just growing with everyday that passes. I don't feel like anything is there anymore. Noone is going to want to co-exisit with a fuck-up loser liike me. I only bring you guys down with me. I know my life is jack-shit compared to what you guys have been through. i just want to find what my freind once called 'a place in the sun'. She told me I would find it when I found true love and the day I felt good enough to stan up in and look in the mirror and say " Fuck all of you" and smile about it. A lot is going on right now, so bear with me through my depression please? I feel like no one is there anymore. All that exisits is me and my paranoia and depression. Well, i gotta run and call someone...by the way if you guys want me to call you or anything give me the #s andi'll try to since I have free long distance...
~Thorn +_+
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