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Saturday, January 29, 2005


   meh....
It's been an allright day down here...how bout where you guys are? I fell into a bad depression last night. I was so cold...I couldn't feel anything at all. I don't know if any of you experince that, but every once in a while it happens to me. It hasn't occured since last year (really early last year and actually sometime round this time.) but my mother cried for me and everyone thought I was possesed because for some reason I can't talk loud and I just say i hate everyone...i remeber telling Chris I didn't love him last night during that time. And it made him cry...I don't know why I told him that but at the time I had a reason...But anyways I went to sleep and had a really good dream and it was great. But anyways I talked to Shintoga last night and he is so RAD!!! hehehehehe he said he didn't expect my voice to sound like I did!! ^^''' we had an interesting conversation...I couldn't really say ,much because of Brandys kids being near so I couldn't really say much of anything at all and I had to talk really low....but anyways...Ryu updated today...yeah. wheeee I think he hates me or something...meh I dunno. I try not to care but it only hurts me more. well whatever...he can at least talk to Jenny if he doesn't like me anymore...She shouldn't have to lose a freind because I fucked up. Meh...Chris came over today and we had sex. It was nice. He is going to spend the night next weekend. My cousins headstone is finally up in the graveyard and Brandy wants someone to be there just in case I go schizo or something...Because it means everyhting is set in stone. Cuz is dead and not ever going to come back. He'll never call me over to his chair to give him a hug...he'll never say "Love and Peace"...he'll never be there again. But anyways...I'll be alright i think...just hope for the best I suppose. But anyways Luke is here *dances* I love my little brother. He's so awesome. I was listening to Slipknot and he made me turn it down to say one thing.." hehehehehehe I farted" He is also getting into Slipknot. But anyways this probably getting to be long...so love all of you. hugs.
~Lynnsey +_+

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