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Sunday, February 13, 2005


   my o is still not letting me into my backroom so I had to go through a lot of stuff to post...
why is my o down? But well anyways...how is it goin with everyone if I ever get a chance to post this.....I'm allright. I talked to Tyrell for like 2 hours last night. We talked till 12 something. We talked about....a lot. It was fun. In fact I haven't had that much fun talking to someone in quite a while....Chris was pissed about it though. He knows I like Tyrell and he doesn't like him at all. But anyways Chris cut himself all over his stomache and some on his chest area....It made me feel like shit. I just hate feeling like this. Feeling like I am held responisible for someone else hurting themselves....I am going to keep talking to him though. I really wanna go to the Otakon with Tyrell and his freinds. It would be a ton of fun!!! ^^ I espically can't wait for him to come down to Knoxville maybe....we can play DDR and all that stuff like hanging out. I am probably going to call him tonight. I just don't want him to feel as if I am stalking him or anything. ^//^ He said he had an x-girlfreind like that.... I don't want to be that way toward him. It's so hard you know? I really really like him, but I like Chris as well and if I leave him he'll do something bad....if you could only see his stomache. God it looks almost as bad as my back did after all the times I cut it and acidently cut spots over again...(because you can't see that well from your back while trying to cut and look in the mirror....) But I had some fun today. Watched part of the hentai that I have recieved. It was sad because the little 13 year old girl was involved in part of the orgy thing. She was raped and maybe it hurts hardest because I know how she feels. Kinda...I mean thats fiction....and what happened to me was reality. Though I wish it weren't. But rather me then someone else ne? I got a really awesome pic of Sam-sam. It's really really pretty. She looks adorable in it. I wonder if she would mind if I posted it?? 0_o She'd probably kill me....with a blunt knife to make it more painful. *imagines look on her face and winces* I really wanna draw that pic of her. It's just unexplainabley cool. I wanna call Tyrell I wanna call Tyrell I wanna call Tyrell...just have to wait for Jenny to get off the phone. >< He said his hormones were being mean to him last night...hehehehehe, because my voice is school girl sweet. I felt bad for him because he said that I was lucky because I had a boyfreind and that I had someone to be with on v-day.....I wish I could be with the both of them. I WANNA COSPLAY!!! I WILL BE .....I WILL BE...hmmm I dunno >< maybe Kotori from X. I kinda resmble her...and Hyatt from Excel Saga. I wish I could be an ultra pretty charcter like....Riona....or something....but well thats it for tonight...gotta let Jenny get on the net....baibai huggs!
~Lynnsey +_+
Updateness....I talked to Tyrell last night and it was soo much fun once again. We talked about everything. I really wish he lived nearer. I wanna play him in Tekken Tag Tournament. We have a lot in common and we always get into the most intresting conversations.
that was yestredays post...but well nothing really is going on. Dreading the school week. Dreading a lot of things while listening to APC. I love the song " A Stranger" It reminds me of Thanatos. huggles to all.

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and stare at things blankly, even if you're
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