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Friday, February 18, 2005
The Many Methods of Self Mutilation
hihi. Not such a great sleep I have had in the last while. A reoccouring dream that won't stop happening...Then a dream that I actually kinda enjoyed about pokemon and being the jhoto leagues with m,y big-ass level 100 Mewtwo that would demolish all of your pokemon, until the ground started to rumble and I fell down into and landed in a bunch f dead bodies...they all reached out and asked for me to help them so i I guess they weren't so dead after all....so um yeah.. not feeling so grand and happy. I found out that one of my boyfreind's freinds (and I thought he was really nice and cool before) tells him that he should break up with me. I'm doing everything to keep him happy and i know he doesn't to nthe guy, but why does it feel as if he's talking behind my back? Stupid James...and I thought he was really cool too...well happy late b-day to Kaoru and Kyo since I forgot to mention it...glad you guys liked the story I wrote...theres more to come I just gotta write, but i have to finish up schoool projects which is hard..>< I talked to Brad last night and found out that Katie went to Arizona, so i hope she's safe and all...because if she isn't >< Man I'm just feeling down, but I know I shouldn't because I have the day off from school and all. well hughug...and I still can't find away to make the mp3 thing compat with the mp3s on my computer....sigh... And I miss Tyrell and once again I didn't get to call him....
xXx I am Nothing xXx
Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)
What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? (With Pics, See All Results!)
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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)
What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!)
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I know someone is always there with me. His wings are always there wrapped behind me. ^^
The one passion that deeply burns in your soul is
longing for love... You're often depressed and
you've been hurt so many times that you tears
seem meaningless, if you even have any left to
cry! You want to be able to reach out and tell
someone everything, making your troubles go
away... But... You jsut can't bring yourself to
do so... Everyday you wish that all of the pain
will just go away... Just disappear... However,
it just seems to get worse and you try to
bottle everything up inside as best as you can!
However, your plan sometimes fails, making you
lash out or break down emotionally. You just
wish to be like everyone else... You want to be
able to tell someone all of your problems...
But you're afraid of admitting your weakness...
You're that outside, loner, mistunderstood
person that has been pushed out of everyones'
life. You desperately try to break through the
barrier, but you guts tell you no... You'll
just be hurt again and again... So why bother?
Your sanctuary is your room, where you can hide
out and be out of 'their' visions. You like to
express your thoughts and feelings through
various forms of art, and try ridding of your
pain in 'different ways.' You're so busy caught
up in your own little, lost world, that you
have yet to realize that a light burns inside
of the darkness of the pack. You might not know
it, but out there... Someone is watching your
every move... Enjoying your presence...
Enjoying you for who YOU are! Wipe away those
tears and open up those beautiful eyes, see the
light! See what you're missing and grasp ahold,
break out of that crust, and mold... Smile your
way through life because the most beautiful
things cannot be concealed forever :)
What Passion Burns In Your Soul?
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why do I keep getting depressing awnswers?? >.>
Independence
Your angel seeks for freedom.
Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the
kind of person who values your indepence than
most things in this world. Don't get angry if
I'm wrong, but you may be a pained person.
Problems in your life have caused you to be
depressed, or, shall we say, greatly saddened.
You may have lost hope many times, but you
still manage to keep your independence. You
don't listen to anyone but yourself. People may
look at you in a "different" way, but
inside, you want all the pain to stop, but you
have a hard time expressing it. I wish you
well!
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What's Your Angel Seeking For? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:.
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eh independece? Maybe....
you're a gaurdian angel. you fight and protect the
people you love and vaule.
what kind of angel are you?
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hmmm what do you guys think? Any of em fit me?
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