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Sunday, March 6, 2005


   I hear the footsteps walking by. Watching myself slowly die. Feel the sharp pieces impaleing through my heart. it's all tearing me apart. Watching your angel fall from grace...~Angels don't kill. Children of Bodom.
Life isn't going to well. I'm getting sick again. My head started to spin and all...I got hott and I almost bonked my head hard. Meh. Sorry I can't get to too many sites, depression and cleaning ym room has got me down. Chris spent the night this week and we had it multiple times. Now I'm really sore and a lot of body parts hurt badly. I ate too much this weekend and now I won't be eating for about a week or so. I gotta lose the weight I gained. But I know they'll force me to eat again. I got System of a Down's "Toxicty" this weekend and I was glad to have it back again. Bones had it and I got used to hearing it often. I'm not feeling so well...so this probably won't be much longer. I feel worthless now a days. Nothing feels worth it anymore. All my freinds seem to be abandoning me for their boyfreinds and other things. I miss haveing a goth boyfreind...I just can't get along seemingly with non-gothic guys. Our relationships never work. But anyways I want the knife, I reach for it and put it back so yeah. I gotta go clean and check a couple of things. I think I have homework or something, but eh screw it. I don't care anylonger. Why should I? I'm out. sorry for being this way today...
xXx Kitten xXx

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