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Monday, March 7, 2005

nothing here anymore...
I want my knife. But I don't want it. I don't care about Chris anymore. I do't care about anyone at all. Why the fuck should if they all just leave me in the end? He's never comeing back to me. He won't come home. I'll never see his face peering into my window and now it's all comeing down on me. I'm tired of love. I won't ever find happiness. I'm happy for those of you who have found it. I'm going away from here. I'm going away from everything. I'll levae my site up and maybe in a couple of years I'll come back again. My heart just isn't here anymore. It dissapeared and I can't find it. It might just be my hormones flareing, but all this pain feel so real and yet I can't feel anymore. I have no one. She abandoned me, he abandoned me, and he abandoned me. I want to move to Baltimore or Colorado or NYC....Anywhere but here. I'm sorry I'm just writting what comes to mind. I might feel better by this evening, but I seriously doubt it. I've said that for the past years of my life and then I started to feel better. Then now again I've said it for the past 2 years. it'll all get better. verything will work out for the best. yeah fucking right. nothing ever gets better it's just someone punishing us for being what we are. human.
xXx Kitten has no tail xXx
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