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Thursday, May 19, 2005


Mood: in pain, sad kinda. Currently music: none because I'm in the art room...
Hey, I hope all of you are doing well. I get to leave school ealry today, but I'm still here and wil be for a while. I just got done with my art EOC and knew almost everything on it for postive. Thanks for the comments and sorry for such a long post. >< I just feel as if I had to get it all out. I tried to getto your sites and I re-signed for GameFAQs, also talked to Brad for a while and Westley. Also to Amber. I'm going to be at home alone, so I hope at least someone is on, but I bet no one will, because ethier they don't have IM or they are at wrok or school...*sigh* I really wish I oould talk to Michelle, but alas..she is at school probably and I don't have the phone with the free long distance on it...I also found out that when I move back up to my parents, I can still talk to most of you on the phone, because our phone is US Celland it has free long distance!! But for Phil and my other out of country freinds it looks like it's going to be a loooong ass trip to the library. I need some medicene really bad. I feel like cutting today, but I won't. I also think Westley is pissed at me, because I suggested that I might go hang out with Chris and bubba if I can....but I just don't want to be at home alone. I'm kinda of afraid to be by myself anymore. For the past few weeks, when I was alone I'd pick up a knife and start to scrape myself with it. But I'll be fine...i just don't trust myself control as well as I used to. But I'm going off to check some sites and maybe I'll do an update when I head home. If you like and you ae going to be on, leave me your IMs...huggles...I love you West....you are the best! ^^ By the way I also took my Iron last night and it was....intresting tasteing, it gives you a headache, but it's not that bad as everyone says. i guess part of it might be from where i have no problem tasteingbloo and all...higglehuggle. Amber and Michelle and Phil get double thanks for reading and commenting, espically Phil, because he has a limited net time.
xXx Westley's Kitten xXx

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