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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

I'm stressed.
I finally have a little more time than usual to post. Well anyways lifes kind getting me down. I have no freinds. Chirs just isn't doing it like he used to for me. Everything seems to be going downhill.
I keep thinking about several diffrent things and holding onto these things even though two of these things are gone for certain forever.
It's Bones birthday Friday. The 28th even though we would usually celebrate on the 31. He's gone forever. I know he is. But I keep holding onto the hope that maybe death is all a fake abastarcism and he is really still here with me. Just hideing..maybe behind a bush or a building... I miss him and i don't like to tell a lot people about him...I never even told my best freind that he was truly gone...well if she even is my best freind anymore...
Westley is the second thing. Never gonna see him...he's probably all ready gotten a new girlfreind. I'm tempted to call, but eh...I think i'll keep the distance. If he really wanted to he could call me. And it's kinda funny how he's the one that said I still want to be freinds.
I don't really play any games anymore for i am constantly bombared with a numerous amount of school work. All I do in the spare time is listen to Loreen McKenitt, Dragonforce, Nirvana, and any other metal thats random...when I was at school that one day, Logan and i listened to Cradle of Filth..I love that band and i really want the new dvd thats comeing out in november.
Chris's birthday is on the 9th next month and I wanted to do something special, but no money...no nothing. He'll be 18.
Btw Logan is this extremly hot guy i talk to in class. He sits beside me in English and he's sort of a freind...
I think I might start a myspace.
Happy Birthday Hinaru!!!! ^__^
Wish I could send you something but all I can do is ermmm long distance hugs....
and thanks to all that comments
Another thing that depresses me...i don't really have a best freind anymore....beh...
xXx Chris's Kitten xXx
ps. Chris is so sweet...he told me that he would tell me a story about giant pig...*I'm getting happier*
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