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Tuesday, January 31, 2006


"Cry of the Brave" Dragonforce

Agh feeling the pains of my period and of a meaningless life....or so life seems right now.

My moms off her fucking rocker. She’s haveing a bad time mentally and physically, because of her meds and just being her. My dads bipolar as usual, saying that I’m never going to make it in the real world. I started talking about the Phantom of the Opera last night, and how I wished the Phantom would do in Raul, and he sighed and said”I hope you figure out right and wrong someday.”

All I do is sleep, do homework, eat evry now and then, and then play games. And cry, because I’m a big wuss.

I’ve also started up the habit of cutting again, God knows why. I know I shouldn’t and it’s not for attention it just feels like something I have to do, maybe like a cartharsis for all my sins. It also takes me away to that place in my dreams, that my knight in rusting armor will come save me, but hey all I have is Chris and he doesn’t even have a horse. He can’t comfort me, and it just seems pointless sometimes. But then others, I love him...more than anything.

Teehee, if my asshole dad finally lets me use the phone maybe I can get around to calling blackNova... I don’t think your crazy. You and I are a lot alike. I don’t really have aspirations anymore. If I’m lucky enough maybe they’ll let me work in porn or I can become a prostitute.
Yep, there like melons...melons that are full of pain.

Anyways....I’m getting off on a rant so I’ll go now.....

SOLID SNAKE IS MINE
Kitten

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