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Wednesday, February 22, 2006


written last night on my internet-less laptop
Currently: listening to my mum hound me about eating....and listening to Cradle of Filth...This was written on 9:20 pm last night....

Right now....I don't feel so well....sort of haveing a hard time with my heart....The doctor told me if I didn't take my iron that my heart would get larger, because it had to do twice the work it normally does...\par
I don't feel sorry for myself though, because I chose not to take it.....It's nasty.....and it just tore my stomache up.
So, right now...I just want the year to hurry alone to next April...I'll be18 and outta here. Away from my stressors, no probation, no haveing to ensure I got to school everyday to make sure I don't go to Juvy.....yes all will be well....when I turn 17 in April, it will get a little better. Even a little better will help.
Ok, sorry but it's time for a rant...

You know what I did? I went to that girl Chiyono's site, if you've been here long enough I think you'll remember her. The overly Christian girl that I critcized. Since now I am technically a Christian, I thought, "Hmmmm maybe I was wrong about her.", so I thought "Hey, I might apologize...everyone makes a mistake." So. I go to her site. The first thing I see is "Stupid Americans don't you touch me." That was about the most retarded thing heard so far in my day...You are a stupid american...stupid. I hate america too, but it's mainly the president's fault we're here in the first place. So, don't blame it on the citzens. Sure we elected a bad guy, but hey, it's not our fault he's a retard.
I think was thinking about saying something...but I held my tounge. I might go back and put something down tomorrow....
Has anyone checked out the cosplayers? I mean they're not really all that bad, espically fogger91. She makes an excellent Tifa Lockheart. But there was this one girl dressed up as chi from chobits. Her dress was wrong, her ears were odd, and she didn't even have spools, or the right hair color. Now don't get me wrong, she wasn't ugly. She looked like Little Debbie and that made me happy. I like snack cakes. I just gave her a little crticism.

Now all of you maybe thinking what gives me the right to say such things? You don't cosplay. Your art sucks. In fact you suck. Well, for one thing: I don't cosplay as characters I bear no resemblance to. I don't really look like any anime characters...well my mom and a few others have said I bear a resemblance to Sara Mudo, Vampire Hunter D, Junko (Nana), and Kotori from X. But thats about it.

My art sucks because...I suck. And it's all from my freshman year and my art has taken a few diffrent directions.\par
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Also another thing that I find funny, is the yugi's with foam hair....but it's basically all they have to wrok with because foam is the only thing that will stay up that long and like that spikey...except for cardboard...and I've seen that too, and lets say foam, is better.

Well, I might actually see if I can get some new work up and posted. Maybe some Thanatos pictures...and some newer art.....hmmmmm.....I don't actually do too much fanart anymore...maybe I should do some...

Ya know what I heart you all....hughug....

SOLID SNAKE IS MINE
Kitten

ps. Sandra just stoped me in that hall and asked me if I was hooking up with Amanda!!!! Of all the mother fucking nerve. I guess she's just jealous. I'm going to start hanging out with her more....because I am being a bit mean..or what should I do? Also Chris just left me the sweetest email....I feeled loved...and hungry.

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