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Friday, February 24, 2006
Post from yesterday and poem for contest
Poem for the contest, Actual post below it:
Blasphomous Angel
The seraphim gives me a touch of grace,
tells me to become one of their race.
Love impulses through my pulse,
I need her now,
mine, forevermore.
No matter what her beauty is divine.
And it is all mine.
For a buck twenty a night.
She was the only thing I needed,
everything I ever wanted.
Gracious glory almighty one,
give her to me.
I saw her behind the building,
outside the bar.
On her knees she is evermore,
giveing grace to God.
On the streets she gives her gospel,
or maybe on the beds of some faraway hostel,
She lies on her side
in a plaid skirt and blouse,
forever praying forgiveness to the Lord.
In leather and chains
I find her heart and
her pussy spread far apart.
Dear Jesus I would die to have her
please if thou art so loveing,
give me that divine one,
the sacred whore,
angelic slut.
I'm currently: listening to hide-sama's "Psychocommunity" cd. Lamenting over the fear I have about saying my speech aloud tomorrow. written on the 23rd o Feb.
Well, Sorry I didn't actually post anything about life, but I had to get that poem up there sometime....It actualy had a diffrent ending, but my houses power cut off, and my work was lost. An act of God perhaps? I'm sure all of you are tired of hearing about how my life is anyways, and needed a change of pace. ^^
Today was Amanda's birthday! She turned 18 and she bought herself a pack of cigerettes. Smoking is really bad for you,but whats even worse is the smokers cough you get in the morning. Well I used to smoke and now even after I quit I still get the hacking cough every morning. It's espically annoying becuase I do it all during first block too. I gave her a Cradle of Filth tape called "PandomonAeon" It's really awesome and the funniest thing is what Dani says:
"In my spare time,I imagine myself assasinateing holy figures like the Pope, and if she were still alive, Mother Teresa. But now Cradle of Filth takes up most of my time. What you are about to see is the uncensored version of the Cradle to Enslave video. No not the crap you just saw, the Mtv "freindly" affair. No what's next features tits, fanny, and about 100 gallons of blood. So, watch it. grrrrrrr. Now go on, fuck off." I think fanny is erm British for pussy. I would have to ask Phil about that. But this girl just lifts up her skirt and you can she her pussy. It's actually quite nasty looking, in my opinon. It's pierced and personally, I don't know wether to find that a turn on. Just think about it this way. Metal festers with rust and all that on my cunt? I think not. That's just sort of unsanitray when you think about it.
Now I'm listening to Black Sabbath. This song reminds me so much of myself it makes me cry sometimes when I hear it, because it reminds me of happy times in my childhood, wandering through my back yard. When I was a child untill about when I was 10, I was sheltered. I was so sheltered that now when I hear of the things that may harm me, espically illnesses and the like, I become unbearabley afraid. Now I'm just afraid of everything. I miss days spent on my swing outside, singing to myself, and talking to someone noone else could see. He was there, but I never knew who he was. I played with him a lot. I think he was an angel. My guardian angel.
"Long ago, I wandered through my mind.
In the land of fairytales and stories
lost in happiness,
I knew no fears,
innocence and love was all I knew
Was an illusion.
Soon, days were passing into years
happiness just doesn't come so easy,
life was born of fairytales and daydreams,
innocence was just another word,
Was an illusion
Lost in the wheels of illusion
running through valleys of tears
Eyes will not banish illusions
hideing in everyday fears."
I love that song.
Gawd I'm so tired. I picked out my schedule for one of my senior years. Yes, I have to go an extra year, because I was stupid and didn't do my work. So, do good in school, kids!!!!
Classes picked: Keyboarding
Forensics
Health Science
Enviormental Science
Computer Applications
Contemperary American Issues
Algebra I
World History
Alternatives:
Creative writting is the only one I can remember. 'doh. ><
As, you may have noticed, I loaded up on the science....I liked the science, I liked it so. ^____^ I espically can't wait to do forensics! ^^
I also might drop out and get my GED...but I think I'll just stay in school.
And for some odd reason I felt like makeing a survey.....thingy.
So, take it please...ya know if you have time....
1.Full Name: Lynnsey Deann Nance, aka Kitten, BDSM Slut, Fuckmonkey and closet humper, oh yeah and can't forget what everyone that doesn't know my name calls me at school "Iron Maiden"
2.Age: 16, almost 17...so close to it...
3.Hair color: brown
4.Eye Color: brown as shitt
5.the most bore question in the world; whats your favorite color? Aqua blue and black (although technically not a color is black)
6. Most intresting thing you came to know lately: There is a Lord of the Rings broadway show
7.favorite musical style: metal (any sort except nu), jrock, jpop, grunge, classical,opera
8.top 5 favorite bands:Nirvana, Dragonforce, Cannibal Corpse, Duel Jewel, and Iron Maiden
9.favorite animal: Persian cats
10.best freind: erm............
11. Got a boyfreind? yep and his names Mud, well actually it's Chris.
12.Favorite thing to just pig out on: hmmmmm, Pizza!! ^^ or fruitsnacks
13.Top 10 favorite animes: Gravitation, Princess 69 (lol), Boogiepop Phantom, Crying Freeman, Curse of the Undead Yoma (Blood Reign),Vampire Hunter D,Angel Sanctuary, Hyperspeed Grandoll, Gundam Wing, and The Judge.
11.Another important question, favorite 5 videogames: Metal Gear Solid 3, Metal Gear Solid 2, Final Fantasy 8, Silent Hill 2, and Fatal Frame 2.
12. Top 10 favorite mangas: Gravitation, Kizuna, Wild Rock, Nana, Hyper Police,Testarotho,Ceres,Angel Sanctuary,Semaiden, and Samurai Deeper Kyo.
13. Favorite Book from your childhood: either Scary Stories to Tell In the Dark" or "In A Dark,Dark,Room"
14. Favorite Book now:eh....probably "Whatever Happened to Lani Garver" or "Blood and Gold"
15. Favorite non anime movie: Sin City or Little Nicky
16. Favorite non anime tv show: Aqua Teen Hunger Force
17. If you met me in person would you hug me? well...I can't hug myself...but...I can try X_X
18. Why did you join this site? Because Chara told me to, that and I wanted to make new freinds.
19. How Long have you been here? Since Freshman year and now it's my Junior year so....
20. Tell the truth, do sign people's GB to get more entries in yours? Nope.
21. If any song described you the most, what song would it be? hmmmm, probably "Fade to Black" Metallica.
22. If you could drive any car what car would it be and why? A hearse, because it's always been my dream vehicle. It would just be so funny too, all the funny sayings I could have enscribed on it...the possibilites are endless.
23. If you ever had kids what names would they have? Reinhardt Schnider, Rainheart Vincentia, Thanatos Geist, or Lampshade...jk
24. Did you think this sucked? I thought it was a good way to waste time by filling this out about myself, before I posted.
I bid you all farewell....or as my little brother used to say while holding his broom: "Fare thee well."
SOLID SNAKE IS MINE
Kitten
ps. Well, some other shit hapened last night. I called Tyrell last night and he told me to wait 20 minutes and call him back because he wanted to talk to me, but he was busy talking to one his freinds that was off in college. Well, to pass the time, I thought I'd call my good freind Brittany. I accidently called Westley number. He picks up the phone and I say "Is, Brittany there?" And he says, "Ummmm mamm' I think you got the wrong number" Of course stupid Lynnsey doesn't react to this so well, and I blurt out the first thing that comes to my mind, " Oh, shit Westley I'm sorry I accidently dialed your number. " "Ok, Bye"
I crying like an idiot. How can he not recognize me? That fucking bastard. I fucking hate him. There is no more love left, just anger and remorse. I just want to take everything he gave me and throw it into a pile and set it on fire.
Needless to say 20 minutes was almost fucking up, when I really started to cry and sob. I then realized the time, tried to collect myself and called Tyrell. I hate calling him late, because he only has one day off, and I want to talk to him as much as possible. At first everything went fine. I was trying to be calm, but after I get done crying my voice sounds like crap. So, he knew something was wrong and kept asking me about it. It kept festering on my mind, and finally the crying started again. But...he calmed me down. It took him a couple of minutes, but it's a better job than Chris has really done (probably just because I never cry around Chris much). Tyrell said he was suprised that I was that emotional. It was funny because after that we started talking about that bitch that he dates. I don't want to sound mean, but she really is. Just the things he does for her and yet she shows barely any emotion in return.
We were also wearing the same pants, lol ^^'. That rich bastard and his pants buying habits. We just talked about a lot of happy things, like Otacon.....I want to go so bad. I just want to go up there so bad actually. I just think he'd be a lot of fun to hang out with.
Well, Ja sorry but the length..
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