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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Well, I'm tired as crap. I stayed up a lot of the night crying, fearing, and contemplateing.
But everythings fine now.
After school yesterday I was outside and I told Sandra what I had hear and she said she knew somethings about Quinten that she couldn't tell me.
So, I convinced her to tell me.
This girl Rhea had drove him home. Quinten and Sandra are both good freinds with her. So, Quinten wanted her to come inside and chill for a little while. But she didn't want to. So, he stole something of hers and ran into his house with it. He ended up fingering her.
After I heard (even though this happened a while ago, probably before I came here.) this I got so pissed I tore the necklace he gave me off my neck and flung it across the school yard. I was bubbly mass of tears and confusion.
Sandra held me there as I said "Why do all these guys use me? Do, I just emit the aura that I'm easy? "
I cried a lot after school, called Ali and told her what I had found out. Chris talked to me as well, and helped a lot. He's such a good freind. Amanda called me at like 11 at night, right after I was saying to Chris that I had no one left I could trust. Amanda really is one of my best freinds. She kept saying all these things to me like, "Your too good for him...etc."
Today was diffrent. I came in and sat down. I didn't say a word after he came in, because we're always the first two people in class. So, he said, "What giveing me the cold shoulder now?"
And I said, 'yeah after what you said." He said, "Oh, I haven't said anything bad about you." And I said "Yes, you did." He said, "Well, whoever told you is lieing. Well, what did I supposedly say." "Well, you said I was just a freind and you weren't going to do much with me. After all the shit you said and I actually believed you."
"I never said that. Whoever told you that is lieng."
"I trust the guy who told me. Hes a good freind."
Then Amanda walked into the room afterwards and stood beside,saying it's going to be ok. Have strength.
She then proceeded to say this, "If you ever hurt her, I will rip off your balls and shove them down your throat" And walked off.
Later on we started talking some more and he told me the truth about the situation. He said the only thing he said to Chance when he asked how things were going with me, was that we were still just freinds, but we're close to dateing each other....I asked Chance and he said he probably just missunderstood.
So, everything's fine between us again pretty much.
Thank you so much for the support. It's so nice to know your loved ^^
Thank you all again.
Also, I made a AA on Maxx Unlimited on traning mode...hahaha I bumped the speed down to 1 and x1.5. lol.
I really wish I had a digital camera....I want to take pictures and upload them here! ><
Btw if any of you don't know what I look like, pictures are in archives.
Kitten Loves All Of You.
ps. I'm trying to get to as many sites as possible and if I do not get to yours I apologize.
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