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Thursday, May 11, 2006

Not in a good mood....
Last night I thought about a lot of things. My relationsip with Chris. My freinds at school. My freinds here. My freinds at my old schools. Chris not getting a scholarship. How we'll live once I turn 18. My school drop out plan. How I've dissapointed everyone.

I hate myself. I really do.

The only reason Chris doesn't have a scholarship is because he didn't have good enough grades. The reason he didn't have good enough grades was because he got a job and was too tired to keep up in class. The reason he got a job was because he needed money to come see me and he wanted to give me the things I never got a chance to have. It's all my fault Chris didn't get a scholarship.
I was supposed to be the first one in my family to graduate high school and go to college and make something of them self. I'm too stupid to understand algebra or any math...so, I'm failing one of the classes I need.
I'mn also failing English.
I hate going to school. It doesn't feel like any of my freinds here are real freinds anymore. They all look like they're going to stab me in the back. All my old freinds have abandoned me. At least I still have you guys. Thanks for being there.

I cried a lot last night. I felt stupid. And I beat KH2. It was sorta dissapointing.
I get to bring in DDR to English class on the last day of school when we have our end of the year parties.

Otherwise I feel meh...
I got to everyone's site today.
That makes me happy.
Love ya lots,
Mistress Kitten
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