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Wednesday, November 8, 2006


Down in it.
Life right now...is excrutiatingly painful.
The Melvins are here in town and guess once again who gets to miss out on the concert of a lifetime.
You, guessed it...Lynnsey.
I tried breaking up with Chris again and he once again wouldn't let me go. He screamed and cried and threatned to wreck his car off the road and kill himself. I'm so tired of all this.
I'm going crazy...I can't sleep, I can't think clear...I just want to sleep forever.
Every bit of happiness in my life is dissapearing. And I'm going into fucking council soon. My mother is making an attempt to get me in. I don't know if anything will come of it.
All I could do after I came home early on Monday is sit and try and sleep. I watched a little record of the lodoss war. All it served to do was make me cry, because I associate that show with a person I miss.
I need some pills to make me happy and it's sad that it's come this far. But I'm going to take some of my mom's medication. She says that I should so I will. I'm afraid to though. I don't want to take any medicene. I'll be happy if I can just figure out how to make myself that way. Even L isn't bringing me into the land of the fangirl twitch. I did squee over him a little in first period.
Tori's not here and I'm sad...
I hope Stephanie's here. I feel horrible because I feel like I bring her down. I feel like I cause her so much pain with my very existence. Tonight is the night for Lost...Lost is wonderful.
I'll stop being all sappy and crap now...
I'll do my best to get to sites.
Love,
Lynnsey

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