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Wednesday, May 26, 2004


   When am I not sleepy...
Stupid IM doesn't work worth a crap the one time I want to use it. Life suxs. I really wish I could see somebody very dear to me, but he must work. Kuro-chan fixed the computer for me!!! Yay!! Poor Kuro-chan is sad though for Bakkryu is going away. I just got done reading the end of a really good story and updateing mine. For some reason it won't load my poetry though.... I really miss this special person though. It's making me very depressed. All I want to do is see him again, I do. Just to say I love him and hopefully for him to say the same to me. I wanna hold him in my arms just to make sure he's really real and alive, and not just one of my illusions or something. I just want to hang out and watch some TV together or play Tekken (Which I totally kill him in^^) Even if an hour is a second in the eternity we call life it seems like forever to me when he's here with me. Ah, young love, eh? Some people don't know how lucky they are for even 30 minutes, to see the one they love. Somebody really smart once told me "There is nothing better than love, except for spilling the blood of the ones you hate" I feel as if that person has been lost to me now for one day he appeared in a strange dream telling me good-bye. I've been deppressed for the last few days over that dream and the other one's I've been haveing lately. I've been really bitchy because I haven't had good sleep lately, so sorry Kuro-chan. I hope to one day make up for all the injustice I have caused everyone. Man, I sound like Wufei...
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