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Saturday, November 18, 2006


No good title.
Well...
I cut my hair. Just the back. It made my hair a lot shorter, otherwise it's un-noticable.
I was just looking at myself in the mirror and got pissed off and got out the scissors.
I might just actually cut it off in a dyke like hair cut. I don't know. I'm going to need a straightener and platinum hair dye, to satisfy myself in the least. *is still considering a mohawk*
I saw a Anti-Flag cd at Target. The world is coming to an end. Seriously.
I'm still in the deep end of emotion. It's showing up in the red and nothing other than a lot of anger.
So, the next little while may be a little emo-ish I guess.
In spite of my better judgement, I've been quite nice to everyone in general. Even if they destroy me, I just walk off and hit myself in the head with the Guitar Hero guitar.
I slammed my head into my electric guitar, and didn't feel anything. It was quite stupid really.
I stayed up pretty late Monday night drawing a picture and writing a sappy love note to someone I won't even give it to now.
I will say one more thing...
You people out there, like Chara, who have partners that they love and love them back, are the luckiest people in the world. You've found the one and you two stick it out, through everything. I envy you more than anyone else in the world. I think (even though 17 is still very young) I'll never have anyone like that. Seriously. Luck bastards :P.
I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. So, I think I'll be stoic and by o n my own.
I'm just tired of always seeking something that isn't there in the first place.
So, I'll just stop while I can. I just have to figure out a way to get rid of Chris. And not feel bad about it. And ignore his pleas.
Well. My weekend so far has been...pretty meh.
Thanksgiving is coming up and so is my most loathed holiday Christmas...
Agh, I hatehatehate Christmas.
Which means another couple of days and I'm out of school for a while.
I have been having nightmares again and it's been hard to sleep. So, I've been groggy and sleepy. I did however get a little bit of sleep, but I sill had the same dream about the same thing.
Well, how is everyone?
Love,
Lynnsey

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