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myOtaku.com: Purifying Goddess


Sunday, August 7, 2005

   Dance Continued...
All in all, I think I learned a few things about myself last night. One - that I love to dance, no matter what. ^_^
Two, and more importantly, - that I'm not ready to have a date or to have a boyfriend. I'm too independent, and I like too much to flirt back with a guy. (I'm not a slut, but if they start it...) I just like to have fun too much.
I realized this when my date and I were slow-dancing, and he started to stammer something out. (I still don't know what it was.) But all of a sudden, I was terrified that he was going to ask me to be his girlfriend. All I could think was "Please don't ask me. Please don't ask me!" over and over again. If that doesn't mean something, I don't know what does.
I think next time I talk to him, I'll tell him that I'm not ready to date anyone, or to be someone's girlfriend.

I'm so glad for Otaku and for you guys -- Kitsune Theif, aodtr666, J Briones, TaliF, Leon Sama, and everyone else. It's good to be able to talk to all of you - through PMs or posts - and not have to worry about you guys judging me, or telling everyone and their brother my personal feelings. If I tell this stuff to ANY of my friends - except TaliF, and she's getting ready to go to college, and I don't want to bother her - next thing I know, everyone's gonna know my business. That's how it was at the dance!
People I didn't even know were coming up to me and asking me about my boyfriend and shit like that. I got pretty pissed by the end of it, I can tell you that!
I just like being able to have fun with other guys in general, and be able to flirt and stuff when I want to. I don't like having a guy that's not even DANCING with me except for three slow dances(even when he asked me to the dance!)hovering around me, acting like I'm his property.
I started to dance with someone, and he actually ran up and shoved the guy away from me. A-HOLE. I'm not someone's property! I'm a person, and a person that's able to make my own decisions, THAT'S for damn sure!

Ah...that rant felt much better. I just want to let you guys know how much I appreciate your friendship, and how much it means to me.
BTW - I submitted two more wallpapers, so keep an eye out for them. ^_~ And check my articles out, if ya want.
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