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myOtaku.com: Purifying Goddess


Thursday, September 29, 2005

   So depressed.....
I need a hug! Lots of hugs! Please........
My damn effing stalker just PMed me on another site I'm on, and had only this to say: "Umm, recently I have felt that our friendship has slipped into a bog, however I do not know why or how . Maybe I'm just inaginaing things as I so very often do...but I have an inkling I'm not. I would like to address this together and if there isn't anything wrong, all well and good....
However if there is something wrong we can sort it out head on. You've become a good friend and I don't want to see our relatoinship "fade into the murk"."
If that stupid S.O.B still doesn't know why I'm pissed at him, I'll break his effing fingers!

But I've just realized something. I'm never going to get away from him. I'm never going to be able to relax at night, because I'll be wondering if he's going to try to call me again. I can't sleep anymore because I'm imagining all the stupid things he could do, and then when I DO sleep, I'm having nightmares about stalkers!!! And there's no way to get rid of him, short of dumping him in the middle of the Pacific with cement tied around his legs and shoot him as he drops, to make sure he dies.

I just need a hug from my friends. I'm just so......I can't describe it. Depressed isn't the right word, but it comes close. But I'm never going to get rid of him - he's always going to be there, like a shadow behind me, and I'm never going to be able to have peace again. I'm so........unhappy.
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