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Sunday, November 13, 2005


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Today was a good day! I'm no longer feeling sick - just allergies - so I'm very happy! ^_^ My throat feels weird, but I can talk and everything now.

Today was our Youth Group - my stalker didn't come near me (although he was looking like he was going to. I glared at him and he took off. But he was still looking all possessive and stuff - I wanna punch his face out!!) The guy that's been acting interested in me still is acting like that, but I'm beginning to wonder if it's my FRIEND, not me he likes!! O_o That would be really weird....especially since she had a bf!! Not fair!!!
*sobs*
Anyways, I belong to another group, and we really need members. So my president (I'm the senior member) gave me an assignment to go make a "speech" thing at YG. So I did that tonight - and I remembered that I completely detest public speaking. I was scared stiff, but my friends and the YG admin said I did really good. The guy (not stalker, the other one) just stared at me the entire time...I swear, he didn't even blink! But at least most of the them listened. One girl came up later to get my number so she can contact me about joining! Yea!! I just hope some other people will take an interest, and not just blow me off. But I'm betting money that no one else from YG will join. Wanna bet?? At least once we change the day my one guy friend said he and basically the entire basketball team he belongs to will come. Yea! And a few girls from ballet said they'd come too, once we change days. I hope so....there's only two people who come regularly, and one's me!

That's my big news - I had to speak in public. I hate it - I freak out. But my friend said my ears didn't really go red, which I'm so grateful for. See, when I'm nervous or embarrassed, I get the hiccups sometimes, but my ears ALWAYS go red! That would've just been lovely...-_- But they didn't, so......whew! That's over with. But I had to sit right down, because my knees gave out. ^_^'

I finally get back to doing school tomorrow - I'm grateful and dismayed at the same time. Damn...but I got two weeks off, with my dad in the hospital and all, so it's high time. Especially if I want a Christmas break - I gotta get my butt in gear! O_o''

So.....nothing else, really. I haven't really had a chance to do anything today and yesterday - still sick yesterday, and today I got up really late. (I went to bed at 3 in the morning....^_^).I've got a new story in the works - not a fanfiction, but a regular fantasy. If anyone's interested, I can give you the site where I belong to in order to post my regular stories. See, there's fanfiction, for (duh) fanfics, and fictionpress, for original works. I'm on both. ^_^

Now I got the hiccups....damn! I'm not nervous - I think I need a glass of water....how ridiculous is this?! Humph....no one feels bad for me! I'll see you wack-jobs later! ^_~ I should probably put "fellow" wack-jobs, but I don't feel like it. Wait.....I already did, typing it.....whatever.

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