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Thursday, April 13, 2006


   Too much allergy medicine...........
Whew, I'm wiped. I finished up my English for the 3rd qrt today - making me done for the quarter! WOOT! So I'm taking next week off starting tomorrow. (Yeah, try and figure that out. I dare ya!)

Went up to the mall today. Picked up the new volume of Fruits Basket, as well as 2-4 of Imadoki. Pretty strange series so far. Our friend got us the Saint Seiya second box set, so we got that, as well as our pre-ordered Narnia and vols. 3 and 4 of Fushigi Yugi. I haven't watched any though - I don't have anyone to watch anime with much anymore............My dad's playing with my bro on Halo, and my mom and grandma don't like anime. And it's no fun watching it by myself.

I realized today that I don't talk much to my dad anymore. I mean, we used to be real close, and talk all the time, one-on-one, and just mess around in general, ya know? But since my grandma's been down, he really just talks to her and mom, and plays games with my bro - we've only watched anime twice in the past month, I think. That kinda depresses me.........it's a lonely feeling, to be honest. I miss not being able to talk to my dad alone and stuff like that. I'm not saying I dislike my grandma!! I don't even think of blaming her! I'm just saying.....I'm a little lonely. My one friend is so busy having to babysit her siblings all the time, and I don't have my meeting next week. I just want someone to hang out with and talk to............geez, I'm just Miss Sunshine, aren't I? -_- I can't help it, though. I don't like people, but the ones I do like, I love to talk to. Deep down, I'm a social person with people I love - I just don't like to let that on, ya know? Then where would I be?! Screwed like I am now, I guess. But this is really an outlet, because I can't TELL anyone this stuff, of course! Ah, damn, now I'm whining..........some days I guess I just get tired of it, ya know? And I'm a little aggravated, because the woman who I was babysitting for hasn't called me back after I left a message two weeks ago AFTER I haven't heard from her in almost two months. So I have no freakin' job, and I can't find one for the life of me. I like to get things done on my own, and not wait around for people to do 'em for me. And my dad promised he'd help me get my license by June (my B-day), in.......late January, and I haven't been out driving once. And obviously, I can't do THAT on my own. Good gosh, no.........so I'm a little dissapointed and pissed at the same time. My mom doesn't even WANT me driving (she seems to think I'll kill us all, thanks a lot. I didn't hit that fence!) so she's no friggin' help.

Wow, I really am complaining today, huh? Ah well, I guess I just need to vent. It gets all pent up, and then it goes KA-BLOOIE!!!!!!

And then I go nuts.

I'll quit bothering you all with all this shit now.

PG

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