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Saturday, May 6, 2006


   Crappy, crappy week
That says it all.

My dad hasn't talked to me or checked on what I've been up to (i.e. piano or school) like he used to in months. My mom is going ballistic with my lying grandmother (dad's mom), and I'm getting pissed off because MOM is the on having to apologize to grandma!!!! (mumble) It really pisses me off - and my brother and I have noticed that mom seems to be trying to make up for dad not talking to us anymore. Who woulda thought we'd MISS her yelling at us? But we do............at least dad talks and brags about my brother. It seems recently that according to my grandmother and dad, I don't even have talent to waste. You know, that REALLY hurts my feelings.

I feel like it's a divorce - ya know, with one parent trying to do both roles and making up for one parent leaving. That's what I feel like, and it really, really, really sucks ass. REALLY sucks ass. My brother and I are giving it a day or so before mom really lays it down to dad - who deserves it. Grandma's making mom cry, and what does dad say? "Oh, she's just too emotional." "She'll get used to it." Get used to it yourself, asshole. I'm through with dealing with this shit. I'm going to lay off on THEM in a day or two!!!

My dad doesn't watch anime with me, talk to me, ask me how I'm doing, or anything we used to do. Last night he came downstairs (I sleep in the basement) and I thought he was actually there to talk to ME, and what does he say? "I just came down for something, that's all." And then he has the nerve to come down a little later and wants to watch anime. Oh, NOW he wants to watch it, when it's conveinant for HIM?! After he ignores me when I try to talk to him?! BullSHIT!

That felt better......I'm going to Teen Group to start a fight tomorrow just to get out some of this damn tension. My friend's taking me. ^_^

Well, I hope everyone's having a better life than I am at this point. See ya later.

PG

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