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myOtaku.com: Purifying Goddess


Sunday, June 11, 2006

   Shit




written at: 1:23 am
listening to: Shania Twain
CD: Greatest Hits
mood: sucky
Bishonen: Tatara from Fushigi Yugi. YES, it's a guy!


Eh.....yesterday was pretty good. Picked up the two box sets, and got the 1st vol of Absolute Boyfriend - which is ABSOLUTELY hysterical!! And then the 7th vol of xxxHolic, and the first two vols of Alice 19th. I really like 'em. ^_^ Got to spend a while with just my dad, which was nice.

Today, though.......today sucked. Really sucked. -_- For one thing, I've just been depressed because I'm lonely, so that didn't help. And then, my dad was gonna take my bro up to the mall to pick up his game (so they could have some time alone, like me and dad yesterday). Except (ya knew THAT was coming) dad decided to bring grandma along. So, understandably, my bro was pissed. And I was too.

Before I go on, I should probably clarify something. When I get depressed, my parents do no ask me "What's wrong?" or something along those lines. Instead, it's "Stop being so bitch" or something like that. So, instead of them asking if I'm okay or whatever, they automatically assume that I just have an attitude. And that, of course, pisses me off so I DO end up having one. -_-

So my bro asked if I could go, since all dad does is talk to grandma when we go, so I agreed, even though I was in a crappy mood. And the trip........uck. I don't even want to go there. >_<

We finally get home, and I go right downstairs. (To sulk, what else??) I was hungry, and dinner was ready or whatever, so I figured they'd call when it was time to eat.

WRONGO!

I sat around two hours (until past 10) before I was starving. So I come up to get something, and what do I see? My mom putting the food away. Boy, was I PISSED OFF. So I got a glass of milk and went back downstairs without even speaking. Now they're not speaking to me, and I could've left the damn house and they wouldn't know. Maybe I will.

I'm just getting worse and worse - I know I'm getting depressed, but there's not much to be done. My friends all go hang out and never call me (as I found out today.....), and I don't have anyone to hang out with. So I'm lonely! I'm not very social, but I love to hang out with the people I do like. And if I can't, I get depresed - like this. Only it's worse this time.....-_- I don't know what to do.......

Well, I hope everyone's been doing better than I have. I'll talk to ya all later - I managed to visit everyone again, I think.

PG
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