written at: 12:29 am
listening to: nothing
CD: nothing
mood: unsure
Bishonen: Sasame from Pretear
Been a while, huh? I haven't felt up to updating or anything - not even writing! Don't know why....I think I'm in another slump. But I visited everyone who updated today - well, yesterday, I guess it'd be....
Went to a Cinderella/Poison concert last week. Friggin' awesome - my dad's gonna buy tickets to see the Godsmack concert Sep 2. Shinedown and Rob Zombie are there as well, but we're going to see Godsmack and Shinedown. I'm really excited about it, ya know?
My dad still hasn't fixed my net line, which I think is part of the problem. -_- So I'm plugged into the main phone line in the main room now.
The homeschooling 'prom' is Friday - me and my friend are going. My dad's going to chaperone (really just hang out with us) and my bro's coming as well. Most of the people who are going either don't talk to us or we don't like, so it'll just be me and my friend hanging out - which is fine with me. We're planning on causing some trouble....I'll tell ya when we do it. I'm getting my hair done, so it's always cool - I only do it for the dances. Even though it's a 'prom', it's more of just a dance, so I'm not wearing a formal dress this year. I'm wearing an outfit I wore to a wedding earlier this year - a skirt and top set, black shirt with blue flower on corner, and a shortish skirt with black heels. ^_^ And with my luck, that TIME will come the day of. -_-
I beat KOTOR II again, and went to play KOTOR I - I never really got into it, for some reason. But I wanted to play it, so I went to - and the disc is ALL fucked up. I mean, FUBAR. And that, kids, is Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition. ^_~ My character was headless, for cripe's sake! O_o So I'm pretty pissed - my dad's going to try to take me up to the mall tomorrow after he comes home to get Absolute Boyfriend vol. 2 (and hopefully some more manga), and we're going to see if we can find a copy of KOTOR II. The Xbox is fucked up, but if it was that bad, all the discs would be toast. My bro keeps insisting it's the X, just because he wants a 360 right away. (rolls eyes) I'm holding out till it's a little cheaper - and more games are on it. As for the PS3, same deal. I can't wait for FFXII to come out - that'll be friggin' awesome. And then I heard more about Xenosaga III - November, supposedly. I haven't heard anything about it in months, and all of a sudden it's coming out! Huh?? Whatever - now I have to re-beat II. Yeah, RE-beat. I had beaten it - PERFECTLY - but the file corrupted and I had to erase it. Boy, was I PISSED OFF. But I'll just go through and xip through most of it, since there's no need to see the movies again. I keep forgetting to do the GS campaigns to get Psycho Pocket - damn it. >_< KHII is going, but since I have to run around and level up and stuff, I'm taking a break from it.
Wow, lots of gaming stuff, huh? Now I know where my time's been going......I've also been playing Champions of Norrath II with my dad - my wizard kicks serious ass. ^_^ Finished the Fushigi Yugi series - we just need the OAVs. And what the hell does 'OAV' stand for, anyway?! We also got the first Zeta Gundam DVD set and watched it - so corny! I love it! ^_^ We're slowly working through it.....need more space, though!
I keep saying I'll be on more, and then I fuck up again. -_- I feel kinda bad about it....I hate just dissapearing! But you guys know I love ya all - just don't be offended if I don't drop in for a while, or reply to messages right away, please? I do try...once my net line gets fixed I'll be a little better about it. I just hate lugging my laptop around, ya know? The battery only lasts an hour....yeesh. When I start taking courses at the college here in the fall (oh, I should sign up soon - shit!) I want to get one of those really thin little ones with a long battery life for it, ya know? I have a hearing problem, so typing stuff down and having it would help. Gotta talk to my parents, though....
I babysat on Sat for a 1 yr-old and 5 yr-old. Cute kids - and well-behaved. ^_^ They were both out by 10:30, and I didn't get home until around 1 - plenty of time to catch up on my serious reading. And by that I mean not manga, but book-books, ya know?
Now my bro is whining because something's apparently wrong with his eyes - they're sure it's just sinuses, but doing tests to be sure. So now all I hear from him is whining and trying to get sympathy, and from my mom I hear her worrying about him. -_- My dad's fed up, because he figures it'll teach him a lesson - he's whining about getting all the bloodwork done and everything, and I told him to shut the hell up. When I got bit by the black widow, everyone but my dad - who knows I don't just whine - thought I was exaggerating, except when my arm swelled up the size of a friggin' baseball bat - and by that time I was all paralyzed, too. And even when the doctor told my mom to give me the damn pain pills - he was shocked she hadn't given me them before, and he told her the first few days are some of the most painful things a person can go through - she still didn't give me the damn pills. I know it was a while ago, but I'm still not over that yet. I mean, talk about trust issues! They know I'm responsible and don't exaggerate and whine and complain for attention, and I'm not a hypochondriac, but whenever I'm sick she thinks I'm faking or just taking it out of proportion. It pisses me off!
I guess I'm in a bad mood at the two of them because of this. My dad can sympathize, at least, so I don't have to hear it from three people in the friggin' house. It's just a pain in my ass, ya know? It kind of hurts my feelings, too.
All-in-all, I've been all right. Ups and downs, of course, but who doesn't have 'em? I'll catch ya all sooner or later!
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