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Saturday, August 26, 2006


   Moody




written at: 11:44
listening to: Def Leppard
CD: Greatest Hits
mood: depressed
Bishonen: Reno from Final Fantasy 7/AC


I've had some sucky things happen lately....so on comes depression.

First, my parents never got around to signing me up for any college courses this year, so I'm SOL for any experiance or classes this year. I'm really pissed about that, because they've both been going on about that all past year and this year. I'm homeschooled, so I was hoping to get into at least one class for several reasons:

1) I need to get used to being in a classroom environment again, especially since I only have half of one ear to hear with;
2) to meet some people and hopefully make some new friends, since mine all suck;
3) to find something CHALLENGING to work on, since the majority of my schoolwork this year is pathetic. -_-

So, you can see how that sucks.

Next, my friend - who's been my best and really only one for about eight years or so - has basically dissed me. This guy we know - which is her other friend's boyfriend - has been insulting the crap out of me for a while. I told you guys this, right? That she sided with him? Well, it turns out that this one profile on the board that was a bitch was actually her and the aforementioned other friend, and she never told me. So I'm pissed about that - and I always seem to end up defending myself, even when it's someone else's fault! That really pisses me off. But I kinda made up with her - I'm no good at keeping friends, so I might as well hang on to the ones I have, right? -_-

So I'm just in a lousy mood in general. No one really seems to take me seriously, and I have no chocolate to cheer me up. Hey, that's a big deal to me! >_< And everything seems to be going down the toilet.

I went in the pool today - sorta burned, sorta tanned, but it was so nice! ^_^ I'm depressing myself, and you guys probably, with my suckiness, so I'll post some funny pics I found in the next post.

PG

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