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Friday, October 20, 2006


   Bugger Off




written at: 10:38 pm
listening to: Sum 41
CD: Chuck
mood: You all suck
Bishonen: Reno from Final Fantasy
Not much to say, just felt like posting. I'm still going through my friends list, by the way. I appreciate everyone who stops by daily or when they can. ^_^

I've decided that people all suck, and it's much easier to hate everyone. I hope you're reading this damn post, N! I don't know if anyone remembers, but a while ago there was this big thing when N and another of her friends made a profile on a board we belong to and lied to me about it for a while, and then when I got pissed when she finally told me made it sound like it was my fault. -_- So, what does she do?

SHE DID IT AGAIN. With TWO friends, this time. Now I'm not merely pissed - deadly rage is more appropriate. And know what? Remember we all went to Kings Dominion, and I went out of my way to make sure she'd be able to come and all? Well - she and a few other friends all went to this corn maze thing with the damn teen group, and no one even called to see if I was going. I haven't heard from her since the 2 of this month.

My feelings are hurt - pretty bad, too. My one friend told me about that, and now I'm wondering how SHE knew. But that's not the only time I've been left out like that, and I'm so upset I have a stomach ache. >_< I really, really hate that.

Complaining doesn't even help that much. I got some writing done, but that's really been bothering me for a while. Plus, I still can't a fucking job as a goddamn dishwasher. I just want something to keep busy - to DO something, you know? Fuck volunteering - if I'm going to waste my time, I'm gonna get paid. But NO, I still can't get a job. And diving? Forget about it. AND, I was never signed up for college courses, so I'm fucked yet again. I feel like I'm being smothered, to be honest.

Well, I'll stop bothering you all and let you get back to your own lives. Sorry for wasting your time like this.

PG

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