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Friday, November 10, 2006


   AUGH!!!
written at: 10:52
listening to: My Chemical Romance
CD: The Black Parade
mood: rushed
Bishonen: none, you fools! Thinking of Kurogane from Tsubasa, though...


I can't believe I haven't updated for so long! This is gonna be short - I don't even have time to do a pic or anything! -_-

Anyway, as I told iceblock, we got DSL - sweet! But we've also had MAJOR inetnet problems, and so I haven't been able to log on for so long. Sorry, guys! Eventually I'll be back to normal, trust me.

Got FFXII - Oh. My. GOD!!!! I almost had a stroke - friggin' AWESOME!! I'm totally into it. ^_^ I've clocked about 25 hours on it now - impressed? So that takes up a lot of my evening time, too.

Hmm......haven't gotten much done in the way of manga or anime, sadly enough. I have a job - volunteer, but maybe I'll get promoted. ^_^ I work the info booth at the government center where I am - where all the departments are and stuff. It's pretty fun to see all the people, ya know? And I'm learning a lot. I'm also working at the educational center in town, the one I used to go to for algebra and geometry. Right now I'm doing some odd jobs - and in return, I get to study there for nothing. Win-win, since it gives me something to do. There's one teacher there all the time, one most of the time, and two or three others I've seen on and off. All women. And out of all the kids, I'm the only girl - with five or six guys at any given time. -_- But they're pretty good - and they're hilarious!! ^_^ So I have a ball there. Monday I'll probably start tutoring/aiding a few of 'em as well, since that was the agreement. I'll help 'em with the guys and do odd jobs like cleaning and raking (oh God, the raking!!!!), and get to go there for free. Nice, no? I started about two weeks ago, same for center.

I'm quitting the group I've been in since I was nine. I'll go into details at a later time, but it's just not the same. I feel I'm the only one who takes it seriously - and it's a serious group, believe me. It's meant to do adult work, so when I start thinking to myself, "I wonder if I'm taking it too seriously?" I know something's wrong. I'm just tired and aggravated - I don't think I get treated decently, either. When two of the guys said the time/day wasn't good, the first words out of our pres' mouth was "We'll have to see what we can do about that." But when I said it was getting hard for me to keep going - I work the gov center 1-5 on Tues., and the meeting is 5:30-7:30, and I'm hungry and tired - he said, "What do you want me to do about it?" I was so pissed. My parents agree that it seems the best thing to do is leave. I'm the secretary, and I always get criticized - and I'm the only one who knows what they're doing!! And the one guy is getting really mouth with me - he's so arrogant, I always feel like I'm a jackass or stupid. I HATE that.

Ah, I ended bitching at you guys anyway. It felt better, anyway.

Hope I can see you guys soon. Don't worry if I don't wander around for a bit - as soon as I can, I'll keep coming back regularly like before. It's just a little insane right now. -_- Catch you all later, and hope things are going real good. Leave long comments telling me 'bout stuff, 'cause I might be able to check up for a few seconds at a time to check my comments and inbox. So email me too - that's the best way to get a hold of me now! But don't worry about it. I'm doing good - and thanks for all your worrying. ^_^ It's nite to know you all care.

PG

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