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Thursday, December 14, 2006


   Anxious




written at: 6:41 pm
listening to: Killers
CD: Hot Fuss
mood: worried, anxious
Bishonen: Amiboshi from Fushigi Yugi


Why'm I worried? Well, the main reason is that my bro - 14 - is getting a colonoscopy tomorrow. That's where they send a camera through his intestines - gross, I know - to look for any abnormalities. He's getting it because cancer runs in the male side of my dad's family - every single male has gotten it. So, the chances are REALLY high he'll have it. I'm nauseous, which surprises me, but I guess I'm more worried than I thought I'd be. It's good if they get it early - but it better not be there at all! And after this, he'll have to have it regularly, because the chance is so high. It could come any time. And it does kill - my grandfather and uncle died of it, my other uncle never had it but died of throat cancer, my great-grandfather, some cousins - I'm not sure how many have had it exactly, but it's most definitely prominent. -_-'

I'd really appreciate it if everyone could keep him in their thoughts. ^_^' And me, since I'm totally spazzing out. I'm going to edu. center all day tomorrow, since not only does my bro have a doc appointment - mom and dad both have one too! But I guess the woman in charge knows I don't want to sit home alone and brood, because they're going to pick me up tomorrow morning so I can hang out all day. ^_^ They didn't do that last time I didn't have a ride, so that's the only reason I can think of. But it's really bugging me - my mom's out, and my dad and bro are working on putting a model car together, so I'm downstairs blasting music and on my laptop.

I'll catch everyone later, 'kay? And if anyone ever wonders what 'C.' stands for - it's my name, you nuts! ^_^ Caitlin out.

PG

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