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Thursday, December 21, 2006


   Merry Christmas




written at: 3:11 pm
listening to: MCR
CD: The Black Parade
mood: depressed
Bishonen: Chichiri from Fushigi Yugi


Hey, all. I'm a little down - it's stupid, but it still bugs me. We had our Christmas party at the edu. center today. It was nice talking to all the teachers and the one guy that talked to me - but no one else talked to me. Not evern the couple of girls (old students) that showed up. T_T I thought it would be different there, since we're all 'friends' and shit, but it was the same old crap that I find everywhere else. So that depresses me - I was really looking forward to hanging out with everyone, but like always, I just talked to the adults. -_- The two teachers that are always there were really nice to me - I think they felt bad. *sighs* What else is new? They all suck.

Well, I'm still looking forward to Christmas. ^_^

The bitch (dad's mother) sent my bro a Christmas card with $100 and a little note a few days ago. I don't care that he got one - but then I got one yesterday. -_- I had my dad open it - and she didn't even use my name. There's a check for $100, and she wrote 'buy yourself something nice'. Not even signed or anything. So, I was really bothered - do I keep the money, or send it back?? So, I talked to one of the teachers today, who's also a therapist - ^_^' - and she made me feel loads better. My parents said whatever I decided to do with it, they'd do it for me, so it's not like they were telling me what to do. But I didn't want to feel obligated to her for anything, ya know? But the teacher said that if it was her, she'd keep it, and send a note saying that I'm keeping it, but I still don't consider having a relationship with her, basically. I think I might do that - I don't know. My bro decided to put it towards a 360, and he was trying to force me to do that last night until I got pissed and my dad yelled at him, saying that it's my thing and he can just shut up and let me do what I want with it. So, since I don't want to spend the money on myself totally - I wouldn't be able to look at whatever I bought without remembering it was her money - I'm gonna give it to my bro to put up for a 360 as well, since I really want one too. I just have to make sure he understands that the 360 will NOT be his. -_- That's how he works, so then I can't get on. Brat. *sigh*

So, drama as usual. Not much else so far. Leveling up like crazy in FFXiI, though. ^_^ Awesome. I have to a have a talk with mom and dad tonight about that damn check - it's a bribe, of course. That's why I don't know what the hell I'm gonna do with it. Whatever.

I'll try to catch everyone later, before Christmas. If not, I love you guys. ^_^ You're so good to me!! Oh, I'll post a Christmas Card SesshomaruMistres made for me!

Well, have a Merry Christmas and Happy New Years! C. out.

PG
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