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Sunday, April 29, 2007






Time: 2:04pm
Mood: Alive
Listening to: "Someday" Nickelback
Quote: "Try and fail, but don't fail to try."
Stephen Kaggwa



Hey.
well I just deleted my myspace. I only had it to make sure my friends were ok and apparently I don't have friends anymore, I was thinking about commenting on a persons post but realized that she and another friends (her minon practically) had deleted me off their friends list >.< so I deleted mine since there was no use keeping it. It didn't help at all that I saw this supposed friend at lunch today. I really think she is being very childish over the entire thing. What gets me though is how much its hurting me. We were the best of friends over the summer practically sisters! Last semster was pretty good too, I'd go to her house and we'd hang out and all sorts of stuff but now she won't even look at me without telling the person next to her what a back stabber I am. I know that it really doesn't matter and the onld saying "sticks and stones will break my bones but words will never hurt me" that is so not true. I'd rather have physical pain any day. a point I've proven too many times. Dang I don't know why I keep caring, I wish I could stop its killing me inside a little voice in the back of my head telling me I'm a failure as a friend. grrr, All well The voice can go erm.... lick a spark plug. I dont know how many of you know but I've had a bad year, the first thing that was said to me on New Years was a guy insulted me, then my best friend had trouble with a guy she actually met on Myspace, I've had trouble with grades, and then I had the trouble with my (former) friends, then my Dad starts acting weird when I was cutting (though he didnt know that) which made me want to cut all the more and its all messed up. So yeah it does hurt knowing I only have like 2 or 3 good friends and that what I knew last semster won't happen again but atleast I do have those 3 friends one of which is Death Aihngel. Who keeps me strong. I am so thankful for him. I love you my aihngel

Thank you all for listening.
~Pyro

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