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Tuesday, May 15, 2007






Time: 12:11am
Mood: Alive
Listening to: The End
Quote: “Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow."
Mary Anne Radmacher

Hey all.
Well today was better..... Kind of..... my wrist is KILLING ME!!! gah! its insane!! but I am taking care of it, by putting all that healing crud so it won't scar and such. its... *looks, turns green* ok? I think its healing nicely. It makes me very sick too look at it, I do think I have got to stop though cause I don't know how much blood you lose but I think to many more times and bad things would happen. But today my mom was being annoying, I got so mad at her, I burned my hand while baking and she was pretty much like so? when I told her then I cut my foot while sweeping and she wasnt even listening to me when I told her!! I wanted so badly just to go to my room and slice my arm to see if she'd care! I'm sure she would not!! *Sigh* I'm afraid I'm becoming bitter, anrgy or hateful (which is probably the same as bitter) but after this weekend things are not really improving. oh but I did get to be with Death Aihngel!!! that was so nice. He is amazing, he deserves someone soo much better than I. I have nothing, seriously what can I do? I mess up things and ruin good times and thats about it. *sigh* I don't know what to do anymore.... life doesnt seem worth living when your as worthless as I but I can't die. I once got soo close to trying to kill myself to see if my parents would give a darn but Aihngel stopped me (I dont think he even knew what I was planning) I really like this quote

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