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Saturday, May 19, 2007






Time: 11:08pm
Mood: alive
Listening to: My Last Breath
Quote: "A friend is someone who, upon seeing another friend in immense pain, would rather be the one experiencing the pain than to have to watch their friend suffer.."
Anonymous



bleh, I had to work today, I seriously hate working weekends! Its annoying cause I get left out of things. Which really bites. Anyway. I did have a good day though it was fun. I went to Advanced Auto Zone(? I think thats the name) with my Death Aihngel (my love) it was interesting. Lots of car stuff like fuzzy dice! yay! fuzzy dice!! But yeah. now I'm sitting in my room, by myself.... its lonely but all well, I don't think a person can ever get used to being alone >.< loneliness is so depressing. I don't think it helps I'm listening to Evanescence... all well, I'm feeling kind of down anyway. I haven't cut for a week so thats happy. but I really am getting annoyed and even worst mad at som people... so I'm hoping that I can control it and not cut because of that. Cause I was doing a slight "contest" with my friend who also cuts. She was winning, but now she's cut again and I really have no reason to keep up because of that. And seeing her do it again kind of makes me want to also. Which I know is really pathetic but I can't explain it. I know I shouldn't do it again because it was making me sick before. I've been feeling so much better this past week since I haven't been doing it. I haven't been light headed and feeling like I'm about to throw up. V_V I am feeling really nasty right now. I looked horrible today, erm yesterday... anyway I dont want to put all my issues on everyone. so later

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