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Sunday, July 1, 2007






Time: 3:02pm
Mood: super sad
Listening to: Breakaway
Quote: "The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar which the ultimate fulfillment of that hope never entirely removes."
Thomas Hardy



Well.... Today is... just that another day in the not so great expanse that is my life. I had a friend that I was very close to last semester that had broke all contact with me add me on Facebook, I was super happy I thought that maybe we could be friends again and all that crap. But not so, thinking about it I'm fairly sure she added me as a mistake. Cause when you first join it asks to go through your address book and find your friends so thats what I think happened. She clicked that and it found me and added me as a friend, so now I'm waiting to see if she deletes me from her friends or not. I think she will though. So I'm feeling really stupid for letting myself get so excited about it. I should have known better. Now I feel like shit. I'm sorry guys... but thats been something thats been bothering me anyway I've just tried to not think about it cause it wouldn't help anything anyway, but its still in the back of my mind. And it kills. Then knowing it was a mistake just brought it back full force. I feel like a loser of a friend. I've betrayed someone that was close to me and now .... I'm nothing more than a loser. I suck as a friend. I can't even help those around me. all well, I have to go I'm feeling really sick now. laters

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