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myOtaku.com: Pyro Aihngel


Tuesday, July 3, 2007





Time: 8:00pm
Mood: depressed
Listening to: nothing
Quote: "The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar which the ultimate fulfillment of that hope never entirely removes."
Thomas Hardy



Hey all
I'm feeling horribly down right now. in case you didn't know my best friend hells light has run away from home. She ran yesterday afternoon. Last night was hell for me not knowing where she was and if she was ok or not. I feel like a cruddy friend because I wasnt here the last 2 weeks when I think she truly made the decision. I should have called her more and then maybe I would have been able to talk her out of it. Last night I was so numb I think I was in shock I couldnt believe she actually left. So far she's kept the pattern. I have never been able to keep really good friends for very long they always end up leaving me. and I say always cause I havent have a friend stay yet, so far hells light was the longest 7 years and that was off and on. *Sigh* I hurt so bad I miss her like crazy. I tried to call her yesterday but I guess she had already gone. I hate myself for not being a better friend. I just wish there was something that I could do or could have done. Because of this she may not be able to go back to college with her free education.... I really really hate myself.....

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